i really hate how my life is just a repeating cycle of waking up, eating, doing nothing, sleeping and always being onmy phone. i feel like im just constantly waiting for something different to happen each day knowing it'll never happen.
when i say i have social anxiety i don’t mean being nervous all the time i mean i get nauseous or am on the verge of tears when talking to strangers (yes even if they’re kind)
One of the loneliest neurodivergent experiences is being intellectually capable of understanding almost everything that’s happening around you… while simultaneously struggling to participate in it the way other people seem to.