zachary blampied

london creative

[zachary blampied @bx7ps]

i’m going to try speak positive only from now on forever. i used to try this all the time when i was a kid and forget that i was supposed to be trying

[zachary blampied @bx7ps]

you prolly white on here

[zachary blampied @bx7ps]

trvke

[bamarcüs @bamrcus]

If you’re ugly in pics you’re ugly irl

[zachary blampied @bx7ps]

he plays fortnite five weeks a day. a day.

[zachary blampied @bx7ps]

how is he not scared

[Kurrco @Kurrco]

Playboi Carti got caught in a swarm of fans at ComplexCon and things got chaotic 😭

[zachary blampied @bx7ps]

throw it up where you from nigga. i’m from the lowest part of earth

[zachary blampied @bx7ps]

i chose to be this way

[zachary blampied @bx7ps]

dutch sounds like sims

[redacted @ nyff @K0MODOS]

We picking sides whewwwwwww

[zachary blampied @bx7ps]

nah mink saying something

[zachary blampied @bx7ps]

crashed the car again. break my heart again. i aint got no friend. i’m alone until the end

[zachary blampied @bx7ps]

i rarely enjoy movies because my brain struggles to ignore the fact that the actors are clearly just acting

[zachary blampied @bx7ps]

@samsooma333 oh, yeah

[iswearimastunner @0pemipo_]

@lancey_21 released:more than ever, free sex,randomly, politics, hollywood, dreamer, ugk, hush skit, beverly hill to 35th, widebody, 2019

unreleased: luck in the ocean,alicia keys, it takes time, out my body, 100 days/100nights, blue perc, 0 to 220, can’t go like that…

no be today

[zachary blampied @bx7ps]

i’m a lot smaller in my mind than i really am in reality.

[zachary blampied @bx7ps]

@jihadibride you cooked

[zachary blampied @bx7ps]

a book is much more information dense for educational purposes. you have to read to know anything.

[S6BER @s6berr]

Hexumlite DISAGREES with Clavicular after he CLAIMS reading books is "objectively cope" compared to watching videos at 2.2x speed 😳👀

"Watching a video at 2.2x speed is actually much more ideal for rapid learning."

"I disagree completely and I'll tell you why."

"In order to become linguistically competent... you need to be able to read books. And from there, you internalise the most amount of vocabulary."

[zachary blampied @bx7ps]

proof incels are gentlemen

[Heidemann🇱🇻 @M_Heidemann]

I woke up at 3am randomly and started feeling sick in an odd mix of grief, nausea, regret and yearning from tbe various nice moments we had together which got embed in my mind even more strongly due to her being my 1st and cuz I pair bonded with her

But she didn't pair bond with me, at least not fully and convincigly

She told me she had a rough time so she wanted to go out with someone expecting something short not a long term relationship as she rly liked me and still likes me after seeing my selfie on Snap and then even more once meeting in real life

But I got more attached to her than sbe to me and due to weak theory of mind due to being autistic I assumed she shares mutual feelings with me....

Idk how to get over it cuz it's not even about her looks specifically I liked her as many people call her ugly and she has said the've done so in past

Even though irl she looked different than in the pics, from my POV

The thing I like the most about her is that our interactions flowed smoothly, there was 0 of that slight pause, awkwardness I've had with manyyyy girls before where you feel like you don't know the right thing to do or say, we just synchronized no matter what we did or said

2nd thing was the hugging/kissing/cuddling, the oxytocin rush from affection, I fullu lost urge to goon or watch porn while with her without even putting in effort to avoid it as the human touch and oxytocin filled the gap I had from no such intimacy with the opposite sex irl so subconsciously hypersexuality was a way for my mind/body to cope with it

But overall I feel like my pair bonding mechanism may be ruined now as my 1st gf I lost my virginity with didn't feel it back as strongly mutually as I did

So now I feel like my 1st feeling of genuine love (at least I perceived it to be so) will be ruined forever and any new gfs/bond and attachment I may ever get with new girls won't ever feel fully the same and it makes me incredibly sad and I'm grieving because of it and I doubt anyone here fully gets it, many who haven't ever gotten laid here got upset I'm a fakecel but sex was only 3% at very max out of all things of what I liked about being with her, it's mainly about that feeling of vibing, her being the 1st and only girl I've felt this calmness and easiness of interacting with and the deep vivid affection I developed her, I felt at total peace and complete with her

[nu @Vokieo]

this how old niggas felt when tupac got shot?

[zachary blampied @bx7ps]

@IndianChad420 whats that