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tw: ed | 23 | she/they | sad posting and oversharing is my specialty. welcome to my shitty page!

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I would literally rather 🎲🎲 than go to work today. I just wanna write my book and live my life in peace but NO I HAVE TO PAY BILLS FUCK YOU GOVERNMENT

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Calories from edibles dont count

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Got high and binged today 😃 on the bright side, ive already spent all my food money for the week so i cant buy anymore binge food till Thursday so even if i do bibge it'll be on fruits and veggies and eggs 😁

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The discourse around the 2023 Victorias Secret Angels is actually going to be the death of me

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Yall help a bitch get on hardedtwt pls this soft shit aint cutting it rn

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Anyways, thats my rant I'll get back to yall when i fall back into a depressive episode and decide to quit trying again lmao, or maybe i will just ghost all social media again like last time who knows ☺️

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Idk if im manic or what but i am genuinely about to change every single thing about my life and myself that i dont like. Gonna start restricting again and probably have a mostly raw diet, wanna change my entire look but only after i lose a significant amount of weight, and

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It sounds awful but i think i want to break up with my partner of 8 years because i am actually just really unhappy with them and i dont think we bring out the best in each other. On a lighter note, i also want to dedicate more time to being productive bc it makes me feel good

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This is so corny, but who wants to be my accountability buddy? I need help lmfao

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Im so sorry but religion as a whole is fucking dumb and it's primarily just a method of control and the fact that so many people feed into it is... sad :/

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Everyday i wake up and i remember im going to see Ashnikko in a month and it makes living a little bit easier

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Also, KAM

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Ive eaten so much and my stomach hurts so bad holy shit i hate myself

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Realizing years after the fact that they were your best friend, but you were never theirs is the most gut wrenching feeling. We havent talked in years and i still think about what they meant to me and how theyve shaped me as a person, but i doubt they think of me at all

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Watched Barbie tonight and ive been crying for thr last 3 hours. Girlhood and womanhood are terrifying and beautiful and impossible and complicated and i just cant cope with it all right now

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Especially next to my beanpole sister who im actually pretty sure might also have an eating disorder

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How much would i lose if i fasted like 75% of the time for a month?? Im going to the beach and im going to look like a whale 😭

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Yesterdays binge is wreaking havoc on my stomach right now 😭

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Tried to do my makeup for work to make myself feel better but ended up making myself feel worse bc i couldnt do it perfect so i got angry and wiped it all off now i feel stupid and ugly and i dont wanna go anywhere i just wanna lay in a hole and rot till this fucking face is gone