I just need to put this here for my own sanity: I've been drawing almost every night for two weeks now.
no wonder I've been so depressed this past year.
this is the ninth time this week I've been cold-texted. they always ghost me when I say 'please reach out with your company email.'
these companies should sue these people for damages.
so I'm going to go do my best not to walk into traffic now while I withdraw any and all kind of retirement I TRIED to save for because I can and will be homeless if I fucking don't
this whole system can burn
I hope Kyle from my last job who worked in my last employers AI department knows that when I emailed him and asked him what he was doing to protect MY job
and he told me that AI won't displace anyone
I hope he gets denied his unemployment when this bubble pops.
I will miss my family weddings and events because I seem to lose the privilege of living and experiencing life altering events if I lose my
or I'll just lie. because that's what this is encouraging me to do. to lie to you.
no honor among thieves - scammers or governments alike. I hope you all rot and burn in hell's deepest annals. I did nothing wrong. I don't deserve any of this. my family doesn't deserve this.