@Lylylimia Hey I feel so sorry for you feeling alone with that, just know that you‘re definitely not, I do that too and it’s just so unfair that people on here still treat ana bp like it’s the „dirty“ e d, like wtf I also don’t make fun about you for eating one leave of salad
Hey can anyone tell me is this concerning or just very skinny, idk how I look and think I may have reverse body dysmorphia idk (+it‘s so embarrassing for me to be at the pool and be in a bikini, I’m so glad nobody knows me but even in front of my mom I’m so ashamed of how I look)
Hello did anyones parents found your binge food in your room and asked if you’re bulimic? Never ever in my lifetime felt so ashamed bc I hid it so well and they all only know about the anorexic obvious part of my ed, idk why i feel so much shame about throwing up
Does anyone else finds it harder to eat with your parents? It’s so twisted bc I know how much they suffer due to my ed and all I want is to make them happy but I also know they had a big impact of why I got sick in the first place so idkk it’s just difficult
@angelicxro I feel like that too but I need to objectively remind myself that body dysmorphia is a thing and even if I don’t see it it may also affect me and my view:/ but I know it’s so hard
@angelsabsence Yk what I actually don’t care thaat mich about age since we‘re all struggling with this disorder and isn’t it better to comfort each other and maybe help that hating just bc of beeing a minor idkk, it’s not like we‘re giving special harmful tips so idrc, hope that makes sense
@kagurauw Can we swap bodies bc the thing I hate most on my body isn’t actually my weight it’s me tallness, couldn’t wish for anything more than beeing shorter:/
Like 2 weeks ago the bp part of my an-bp ed was so overwhelming and only cared about eating, now the an part screams and cries what I’ve done and I feel so horrible obese fat terrible idk how to describe my feelings in words but I think I never felt worse
What kinda sport to burn calories can I do when I’m physically a lil bit weak like what’s the easier way bc I’m not able to do any high intensity workouts anymore lol