elle ☕ edtwt

not very active here | non-edtwt dni

[elle ☕ edtwt @c1oudberry]

weight loss hack: get into fights with your parents and lock yourself in your room for a day or two

[elle ☕ edtwt @c1oudberry]

anyone else wish they could magically give up periods in exchange for osteoporosis bc i'm so tired of this shit

[elle ☕ edtwt @c1oudberry]

i shouldn't try to restrict more during finals but i keep gaining weight even on my normal intake and i'm genuinely at a loss for how to start losing weight again. i feel so fat and gross and not even multi day fasts are working anymore

[elle ☕ edtwt @c1oudberry]

does anyone have tips for getting a flatter stomach? i have a somewhat low body fat % already but the fat on my lower abdomen is really stubborn and i can see it even even when i suck in

[elle ☕ edtwt @c1oudberry]

i only have like one good friend but sometimes i wish we weren't friends because i always eat at her house and i feel so shitty after bc i usually go to her place on the weekends when i'm supposed to be fasting

[elle ☕ edtwt @c1oudberry]

Does anyone else weigh themselves multiple times a day

[elle ☕ edtwt @c1oudberry]

keep forgetting this account exists whoops

[elle ☕ edtwt @c1oudberry]

Can't believe I'm about to turn 20 and I'm still not skinny maybe I should just kms

[elle ☕ edtwt @c1oudberry]

I accidentally cut multiple fingers with a serrated knife trying to slice bread. If that's a sign to not eat idk what is lmao

[elle ☕ edtwt @c1oudberry]

i got an arrangement sorted out with the hostel and paid for a collection service to mail the scale back to my dorm but i feel so stupid jesus fucking christ man

[elle ☕ edtwt @c1oudberry]

i'm panicking so fucking bad i don't know how to get it back fuck my whole life

[elle ☕ edtwt @c1oudberry]

i left my fucking scale at a hostel i was staying at fuck fuck fuck

[elle ☕ edtwt @c1oudberry]

i tried purging last night but all i did was scratch up my throat a bunch :/ does anyone have any tips to help my throat?

[elle ☕ edtwt @c1oudberry]

@atlasfaraway in reality no but i'd like to add that there's multiple types of laxatives! osmotic laxatives help keep things in your system moving cause they just move water to your digestive system and they don't mess up your bowels. i use the stuff in the second picture

[elle ☕ edtwt @c1oudberry]

i didn't eat for like 20 hours does it mean anything that i almost threw up after drinking sparkling water

[elle ☕ edtwt @c1oudberry]

finally got a travel scale! feels weird to stand on it's so small

[elle ☕ edtwt @c1oudberry]

it's 2am and i just weighed myself and i want to take every laxative i have i'm so tired of not being able to control my eating

[elle ☕ edtwt @c1oudberry]

#edtwt does anyone have any scale suggestions? i'm thinking of getting this one https://t.co/NS2cKK6JLm

[elle ☕ edtwt @c1oudberry]

i'm thinking of buying my own scale to take with me when i travel but i can't buy one off amazon cause i share an account with my mom 💔 i'm thinking of ordering one off ebay but if anyone has recs please lmk