cemetery 🚬 is almost recovered

i’m not a victim of the bad girls club I AM THE BAD GIRLS CLUB // mcredtwt + venttwt // hex n tea have my heart

[cemetery 🚬 is almost recovered @c3merexic]

i may make another account where it’s venting, smoking stuff, n just abt my life not centered around my ed since i’ve been eating more n getting better. i’ll only flw ppl im closest to n it may be a priv account but this acc is kinda dead. lmk if u wanna know the @

[cemetery 🚬 is almost recovered @c3merexic]

@skinypink it was amazinggg

[cemetery 🚬 is almost recovered @c3merexic]

sorry that i haven’t been active, been on vacationnnn

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@schrapn3l i did lapse but my bf helped me thru it.. my word of advice if u want it is to just prepare for the come down, have good music, be doing something that’ll make u happy n be around ppl that yk will support u. we did Ⓜ️ very last minute, n neither of us knew its affects.

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the comedown of molly fucking sucks n now i wna cvt

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i just wanna keep getting high until i forget what sober feels like

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@jujuorexic i think trust is a rly big thing for me. i trust my boyfriend a lot so it’s easier for me to let my guard down around him. he’s also very experienced w a lot of drugs so ik he knows what to do n not to do.

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i did acid twice n was high n shrooms for a few days straight w bf

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@drwninglessons_ acid on that night. wasn’t as strong a trip but we were fucked for a whileee. ir was great for the most part but def be careful.

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@drwninglessons_ there were def highs n lows. the first day we drank a lot then got cid (not a good combo) n i had too much n had a bad trip. it was very emotional n i was stuck in loops n not acting like myself. if i was sober i would’ve been classified as psychotic, it was v bad. 1/?

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@drwninglessons_ the drastic change made my bf scared n i made him cry multiple times n he was wanting me to be sober so bad. we had a rly bad hangover after but we had a mush pen so we hit that a lot n were still trippin. we swore we were gna be sober but the next day we did mush again 2/?

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@gh0stiebonez (i’m faded sry if this don’t make sense)

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@gh0stiebonez honestly, as long as u ease into it n not view it as like “i’m finna get fucked up” n treat it more as a spiritual experience n u go into it safely u should be good. imo, start with maybe 1.5 g mush n work ur way up, depends on what kinda mush tho.

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@gh0stiebonez woah

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can’t find anything to cvt w ughhhh

[cemetery 🚬 is almost recovered @c3merexic]

need to have some k**** ass s** rn with my boyfriend holy fuckkk

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need him to spit in my mouth

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@skinypink HELPPP

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may start being more active on here cus i wanna get worse n worseeeee

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@elsashowergel @elsahairgel ohh cool, can i still follow u?