calvin / cal || 2011 || ifb most || mdd , gad , social anxiety || no dni , but more comfy with shedtwt || priv : @caltrops99 || #shtwt , #slittwt , #venttwt
these videos are so horrifying to me because in 2022 i had a really bad cold and had dreams exactly like this
it would start off normal and then deteriorate and melt and i would wake up nearly about to cry i hardly slept at all
i have made a priv (@caltrops99) to share my art occasionally given i am quite fearful to show it in full on a public account like this (shedtwt shouldnt be considered problematic but whatever)
itll have the full doodle i partly showed there soon enough idk im working on it rn