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18 shedtwt & vent acc

[无效 null @c97t8]

new #edrttwt #slittwt intro ^⁠_⁠__⁠_⁠_⁠^

null
he/him
2007
vegan
pro-recov
en / 中文
diagnosed an-b/p
fudanshi 4 lyfe
pre-med student
infp if(n) so/sp 4w5 469 iei-0 elvf (3341) r|l|uai melancholic (dom) aohi(d)rs neutral good

no dni / i block freely
interact 2 #mootmeup

[无效 null @c97t8]

i need a 10000 hour long hug

[dead @0rxtting]

i am a horrible friend, and i am aware of this; i ignore messages, i barely reach out, i do not open up about my feelings or experiences, i do not know how to comfort, react to their pain or empathise with them; i am avoidant and push them away.. just to whine about it later

[无效 null @c97t8]

i miss playing identity v

[无效 null @c97t8]

my life isn't that bad as long as i don't get triggered (every 2 minutes)

[deanna .ᐟ @bnnuyplld]

i hate when i get in that ‘i deserve to eat’ mood

[无效 null @c97t8]

i made banana bread and anzac biscuits

[无效 null @c97t8]

crybaby cry baby cry baby cryyy

[lina @digitalheart777]

im not allowed to lose my shit bc it’s all my fault

[无效 null @c97t8]

never tell anyone anything never express yourself

[无效 null @c97t8]

i hate it here

[无效 null @c97t8]

god i'm so sick of this household i don't know why i choose to visit. just reminds me of why i moved out in the first place

[无效 null @c97t8]

i wish i was well liked. not by everyone, just generally

[无效 null @c97t8]

i deserve to die

[ଓ ﹒ amora ﹒ ౨ৎ @amorexiaa]

”thats your ed talking” no thats me talking fuck you???

[无效 null @c97t8]

i hate winter and i hate the winter air that reminds me of you

[无效 null @c97t8]

i miss being a kid but i was just as miserable

[无效 null @c97t8]

what do i do if one of my best friends texted me, 'do not contact me'. do i just kill myself?

[无效 null @c97t8]

missing Everyone

[无效 null @c97t8]

i'm gonna die in this house

[akomi @akomii1711]

i hate how vulnerable i can be