finch - speedrunning (41/46)

21 - high sw - bpd

[finch - speedrunning (41/46) @cIockybf]

really need to lose like. ten lbs. this month. lord.

[finch - speedrunning (41/46) @cIockybf]

binged for a whole day gained two lbs guess its time to punish myself

[finch - speedrunning (41/46) @cIockybf]

okay ladies theydies and gaydies. am i gonna hit under 200 for the first time in forever soon :(

[finch - speedrunning (41/46) @cIockybf]

idk what fucking crack is in grey tirz but it works so much better than zepbound

[WEIRD VAL @autismpills]

i use deodorant on my underboob #realsagger #swamptits

[finch - speedrunning (41/46) @cIockybf]

decided to have a can of full sugar coke as an omad and i fucking drank half and started pissing out of my butt

[finch - speedrunning (41/46) @cIockybf]

lowk havent been tracking my cals or anything just going on vibes and focusing on protein. i drink protein shakes and have sugar free popsicles and have a small meal when i feel really terrible but thats essentially it. i really need to hit my goal in time.

[finch - speedrunning (41/46) @cIockybf]

my bf tells me that im already hot and not to worry about my weight and to just worry about losing to get to a healthy weight but i cannot stop thinking about how badly i want to be tiny in comparison to him and i cant believe i weigh more than this fucking 6 foot man

[finch - speedrunning (41/46) @cIockybf]

im so hungry

[finch - speedrunning (41/46) @cIockybf]

my feed is dead lately i should be more active

[finch - speedrunning (41/46) @cIockybf]

i had a real meal today bc i felt so weak and i feel worse now

[finch - speedrunning (41/46) @cIockybf]

need to weigh less than my fiance when we meet in person

[finch - speedrunning (41/46) @cIockybf]

the way ive been eating the last two days is inexcusable

[finch - speedrunning (41/46) @cIockybf]

my food noise is so bad today i feel like ive had a billion calories

[finch - speedrunning (41/46) @cIockybf]

i better get skinny so fast ive been starving so successfully the last week or so. god bless

[finch - speedrunning (41/46) @cIockybf]

im so sad and tired of being this way and now the literal only thing making anything worthwile is being taken away i hate our healthcare system

[finch - speedrunning (41/46) @cIockybf]

back on my bullshit

[frick @gofrickurself]

Daily Affirmations!
- That runny nose is your cerebral spinal fluid leaking
- Your chest pain is a heart attack
- The tingling in your arm is actually a blood clot
- Forgot what you walked into the room for? Early-onset dementia

[finch - speedrunning (41/46) @cIockybf]

i can lose 25 lbs in 6 weeks right

[finch - speedrunning (41/46) @cIockybf]

trying to be normal and take deep breaths and stuff