Cleo Jade

The voice of Segregated Crystal | Organiser of Spectrum Rays Gigs | Autism Spectrum | Narcissistic Abuse Survivor | Candle Meditation | Ezri my Angel ❤️

[Cleo Jade @c_spectrumrays]

Wanna keep the local music scene alive? So do I. I’ve now open up donations that go toward funding Spectrum Rays so that I could carry on providing a platform for musicians and even my own project

https://t.co/BKLDvzSwZZ

[Cleo Jade @c_spectrumrays]

To a certain someone that posted “I’m going to hell for all the reels I’ll be sharing today/tomorrow”

My thoughts “you’re going to hell for just being the lying misguided a-hole you are. Ultimately just by being the person you are period”

Swear I felt like replying this!

[Cleo Jade @c_spectrumrays]

Why do I feel like I have been inadvertently offending some people even though that’s far from my intentions? I think I need counselling if I’m overthinking this

[Cleo Jade @c_spectrumrays]

I have the tendency to think a person is just jealous of me when I feel that they’re rubbing me the wrong way or demeaning me. Even if they tell me it’s for my own good. Is it some kind of self affirmation ego I have or something?

[Cleo Jade @c_spectrumrays]

How the tables have turned. Last time you told me you are going to block me and for good this time. But THIS time, I am the one who blocked you! 🖕🏻

Never knew I’d eventually survive this

[Cleo Jade @c_spectrumrays]

I’d prolly look into her coffin and say “you’ve always been dead to me and now you really are”

[Cleo Jade @c_spectrumrays]

If I were to attend a wake of this aunty that gave me shit at my dad’s funeral, I’d make sure I’m wearing a shirt that says “ZERO FUCKS GIVEN”

Cause it’s not like she gave a shit that I was grieving my dad and thought it was a perfect time to lecture me

[Cleo Jade @c_spectrumrays]

Performing with Segregated Crystal this 24th at Behave Ampang! We’ll be up at 8:20 but come and support other bands too! Tickets priced at RM30

@writersdailymy @postagig @kelipanstore #metalcoremalaysia #metalgigmalaysia

[Cleo Jade @c_spectrumrays]

If they don’t care about hurting my feelings, why should I care if they think I’m being rude? I’m just walking away. No harm done

[Cleo Jade @c_spectrumrays]

If there’s one thing that I should start practicing right now, it’s to stop a person from saying anything further and just walk away when I’m feeling demeaned or intimidated by their words. Fuck principles and being polite during such a time

[Cleo Jade @c_spectrumrays]

Call me egoistic or anything like that, but I’m sorry (not sorry) for my defence mechanism being somewhat over the top. Try to read about a person that has led a bullied lifestyle every freaking place they go. Even at their own home (in the past)

[Cleo Jade @c_spectrumrays]

I used to get ask what would contribute to me not calling (certain) bands for shows anymore. I’ll tell you a few factors

[Cleo Jade @c_spectrumrays]

4. Telling me how I should do my job as an organiser. I appreciate feedback so that I can improve but the choices of words matter. Cause it’ll make me question how I run things. It’s fine if they always check back with me to ask how things are. However if they don’t, well F OFF!

[Cleo Jade @c_spectrumrays]

@Megat_Yaesree Deed has already been done

[Cleo Jade @c_spectrumrays]

@Voices_of_Anima Thank you guys! Means a lot

[Cleo Jade @c_spectrumrays]

Many of you have been vouching for me to organise festivals or at bigger event spaces right? Okay who knows? If we get enough donations, that can happen! Even if you donate RM5, I’ll still appreciate it. You can continue later on if and when you can

[Cleo Jade @c_spectrumrays]

Wanna keep the local music scene alive? So do I. I’ve now open up donations that go toward funding Spectrum Rays so that I could carry on providing a platform for musicians and even my own project

https://t.co/BKLDvzSwZZ