callme.Blue

• she/they
• ASD, ADHD, BMD
• sharing my thoughts, philosophies, struggles, and triumphs as I learn and grow
• general TW and CW for depression-related stuff

[callme.Blue @caIImeBlue]

"In my head I do everything right" ~Lorde

[callme.Blue @caIImeBlue]

"Sweetest of the sunflowers, how you're the sun to me." ~Zach Bryan🌻

[callme.Blue @caIImeBlue]

"Find someone who grows flowers in the darkest parts of you." ~Zach Bryan

[callme.Blue @caIImeBlue]

Each one salutes me, as he goes,
And I, my childish Plumes,
Lift, in bereaved acknowledgement
Of their unthinking Drums -

~Emily Dickinson

[callme.Blue @caIImeBlue]

I dreaded that first Robin, so,
But He is mastered, now,
I'm some accustomed to Him grown,
He hurts a little, though -

I thought if I could only live
Till that first Shout got by -
Not all Pianos in the Woods
Had power to mangle me -

[callme.Blue @caIImeBlue]

I could not bear the Bees should come,
I wished they'd stay away
In those dim countries where they go,
What word had they, for me?

They're here, though; not a creature failed -
No Blossom stayed away
In gentle deference to me -
The Queen of Calvary -

[callme.Blue @caIImeBlue]

"She was morning
And I was nighttime"

~Neil Diamond

[callme.Blue @caIImeBlue]

I got binoculars today. Can't wait to go whale-watching🤩🐳

[callme.Blue @caIImeBlue]

"In my head I do everything right" ~Lorde

[callme.Blue @caIImeBlue]

"No one sees what you see - even if they see it too."

[callme.Blue @caIImeBlue]

Yesterday I slept until 12:00 and stayed in bed for most of the afternoon. I got to thinking about depression, since I often experience bouts of this.

And I realized I don't mind the sadness as such. It's almost comforting. After all, melancholy has been my lifelong companion.

[callme.Blue @caIImeBlue]

"Baby do you think about the past? Do you wonder if every stupid little thing has led us to this?" ~ Yoke Lore