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shedtwt || lw 90lbs || cw 97lbs/bmi 17 || in a weird ed purgatory ,, i like to rant about stuff nobody gaf about | MINORS DNF !! ˖ ࣪

[cae @caeerexi]

like i understand that i am having an episode and i know that im being irrational rn but this is making me want to do extremely stupid things and im finding it really hard to care about the consequences of these things

[cae @caeerexi]

how to stop those episodes where u think everyone is evil and out to get u and ur in a state of extreme anxiety

[𝑟𝑖𝑛𝑛 𝑜𝑓 𝑖𝑦𝑘𝑦𝑘𝑡𝑤𝑡 ⋆. 𐙚 ˚ @R1nn_3x33]

Binging and complaining that I'm gaining weight

[cae @caeerexi]

just hoping and waiting for myself to die in some sort of accident so then at least that way it’s not my fault

[cae @caeerexi]

the thought of continuing to live fills me with an insane amount of dread to the point where i feel it physically

[cae @caeerexi]

sh tw!!! deep beans from early this year methinks

missing it bad

#selfharm #shtwt #shedtwt #beanstwt #beanshtwt #beanspo #cutspo

[cae @caeerexi]

is it possible to lose 5lbs overnight after binging for days straight or am i just going to be fat on my birthday

[cae @caeerexi]

been eating so much lately bc of stress i literally just want to fucking die

[puter @modelocigarette]

I know I am alive because I am in pain

[uu @um33m3]

i’m so tired of everything i just wanna sleep my problems away

[alopias ⭑.ᐟ @Ioveade2]

i crave a hard relapse so bad like take me back when i was barely eating 700 cals and walking 15k steps everyday

[cassie @keepitcassiie]

binging: i want to die
restricting: i want to die
purging: i want to die

[styrozz #shedtwt @styrozzz_]

being in edtwt after a binge feels like this

[riri ☆ @ravenousrexia]

“fasting will lead to a binge” brother if i EAT it will lead to a binge.

[allie @peonnixo]

what happened calorically in september can never happen again

[🍂 celine ഒ·˚ @celinearity]

when im not hungry but i still decide to eat

[cae @caeerexi]

restricted all day yesterday and got 16k+ steps just to go home and binge