caffeinecandyhearts

privating until im sure IRLs aren’t stalking me || 18+ || asian

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hahahahhahaahah bitch WHAT THE FUCK

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apparently one of the reasons it’s been literally near impossible to lose weight is because my body has no estrogen OR testosterone hahahhaahhahhahahahhaahahah what

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@tulip_calz Place was literally a “GIVE YOU an Eating Disorder Center”.

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@tulip_calz They literally gave me ana tips.
“Drink water between bites.”
“Put your utensils down between bites.”
“If you’re hungry, you might just be really thirsty.”
“If you were really hungry, you could eat an apple.”
HAHDJDJJDJD HMM SOUNDS FAMILIAR, WHAT AM I ON FUCJING TUMBLR??

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@RudeOnion —didn’t happen to know a little bit about medicine and had to argue and argue w the dr until he looked it up and realized i was right. and that was the third or fourth time i’d been to that hospital THIS YEAR on sepsis protocol for the SAME infection. and i had to go back AGAIN

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@RudeOnion i mean. i was literally told last time i went to urgent care that it would be the last time they would see me without paying $60 up front. i’m immunocompromised and disabled. the hospital here is extremely incompetent and almost gave me meds that would have killed me if i—

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@bbyrexi It is very literally just true. They literally make a distinction in ED centers and mental health centers and stuff.
Like. Me not eating because I don’t have the energy to get up and cook or am too busy is different from me not eating bc of ARFID or control or body image issues.

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@tulip_calz —everything on your plate and see food as a reward, and then on top of it all coping w all these things through bingeing

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@tulip_calz Imagine having genetics from people who were some of the only survivors of widespread genocidal famine, thyroid issues, on meds that have weight gain as a side effect, not being able to move much due to disability, hormonal issues, AND being trained since childhood to finish—

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@xannyrexic omg I tried so hard to get this but every time I found it on delivery apps, it would end up being sold out once the shopper got to the store 😭

How would you say it compares to the strawberries and cream?

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@Lylyisdead What are you studying, and what language are you taking? 👀

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@Lylyisdead lol i was accepted to their CS program,but ended up going somewhere else. Ik a lot of people who went tho! they have this weird deal w my highschool where we all apply even before early decision bc they basically accept all of us and need to see how many spots they have left over

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@cl0v3r0w0 Maybe also expensive so you feel pressured to not waste it¿

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@cl0v3r0w0 Most importantly get stuff you’ll actually be excited and motivated to eat

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@cl0v3r0w0 just in general always pick the highest calorie version of something… bc it’s probably what tastes best too lol. Like the 85%butterfat butter, or higher if you can find it(and if u do lmk),cream top milk,frying things in oil instead of airfrying, or at least spraying w oil first

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@soleilastarves i hate when people try to paint being honest about your feelings and trying to be seen and understood as “manipulation”. Really that just tells about themselves.

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@chrysaliscals @c0rnflak3girl are we sure it’s not a two piece tankini?