Sebastian 🖤🥀

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[Sebastian 🖤🥀 @caillou2x]

goodbye

[Sebastian 🖤🥀 @caillou2x]

i’m sorry

[Sebastian 🖤🥀 @caillou2x]

i cant anymore, i can’t be quiet. the silence is killing me.

[Sebastian 🖤🥀 @caillou2x]

that’s it, it’s over.

[Sebastian 🖤🥀 @caillou2x]

i don’t even know what’s going on anymore.

[Sebastian 🖤🥀 @caillou2x]

we’re basically strangers, it’s like i’m looking at someone new, someone different. why did it get to this point?

[Sebastian 🖤🥀 @caillou2x]

i want this emptiness to go away

[Sebastian 🖤🥀 @caillou2x]

happy birthday, i love you. ❤️

[Sebastian 🖤🥀 @caillou2x]

i’m filled with pure joy and happiness whenever my phone lights up and i see its from you. you have no idea the the type of affect you have on me. i truly love you.

[Sebastian 🖤🥀 @caillou2x]

it’s her. i know it’s her. it’s always been her from the beginning. there’s no doubt about it. i’m not going to give up. i’m going to keep on fighting. i’ll fight just to be with her.

[Sebastian 🖤🥀 @caillou2x]

i cant give up on this. i just can’t. there’s so many reasons why i should but none of them matter. the only things that does is her. only her.

[Sebastian 🖤🥀 @caillou2x]

i’ve just been thinking so much lately and i honestly don’t know where these thoughts are headed

[Sebastian 🖤🥀 @caillou2x]

the silence, the emptiness, the loneliness, it’s all killing me

[Sebastian 🖤🥀 @caillou2x]

why can’t i escape the way i feel about you

[Sebastian 🖤🥀 @caillou2x]

it keeps coming back

[Sebastian 🖤🥀 @caillou2x]

some new feelings and thoughts are occurring. not sure why it’s happening right now. i’m gonna have to wait a while to think about what to do.

[Sebastian 🖤🥀 @caillou2x]

in this month i have realized and learned many things. i’m still trying to process everything. my thoughts are still running around, trying to piece what i learned. all i know is that i can’t return. it isn’t my home. it isnt where i belong. i don’t think i’ll be back for years.

[Sebastian 🖤🥀 @caillou2x]

crazy how things are now

[Sebastian 🖤🥀 @caillou2x]

wondering where that smile ran off to and i’m hoping it comes back

[Sebastian 🖤🥀 @caillou2x]

i’ll always love you, you will forever have a place in my heart