calamity || edtwt

18 under dni

[calamity || edtwt @calamatea]

@strawberirexi2 dude yeah happened to me but I still don't know what was wrong with me 😭🙏

[calamity || edtwt @calamatea]

yeah kms

[shaman @stableshaman]

Why is it suddenly impossible to buy vapes in australia?

[calamity || edtwt @calamatea]

I've been a coffee snob for a while but now I'm REALLY getting into specialty coffee...
ie; coffee tastings (cuppings), attending competitions, going to cafe events...
also meeting the 2025 international barista champion tomorrow :3
fave latte rn is macadamia milk and thyme syrup

[calamity || edtwt @calamatea]

actually feeling the reta working but only when I have shit to do; I'm still b/ping lol

[calamity || edtwt @calamatea]

@skknnyvixxen bodybuilders and steroid dealers 😭

[calamity || edtwt @calamatea]

ig I'm on retatrutide now guys just an update

[𝐚𝐮𝐫𝐨𝐫𝐚 ☾ 𝐞𝐝𝐭𝐰𝐭 @starvedaurora]

people being in the kitchen at the same time as me evokes a special kind of rage

[calamity || edtwt @calamatea]

@TojiLover678 yeah I have fatty liver and I'm uw 👍

[calamity || edtwt @calamatea]

pls let this fix my brain

[calamity || edtwt @calamatea]

@badmove7 should I get lost at sea? BAHAH

[calamity || edtwt @calamatea]

I want to get a plane ticket to some place overseas so I starve like I did over Christmas and get back to 36kg

[calamity || edtwt @calamatea]

in a way I get angry because I'm jealous that they were able to overcome this awful disease and I'm glad that they didn't succumb to it

I'm going to hell just for my pure jealousy

[calamity || edtwt @calamatea]

I get irrationally angry when some people try and relate to my ed with having ana/mia for like a year or two

it doesn't diminish their struggles and they're 100 % valid but they CANNOT understand the absolute anguish and misery of pure addiction to b/ping, coming on a decade (1)

[calamity || edtwt @calamatea]

like I'm probably going to end up in jail. I'm miserable, every waking moment is b/ping, getting food to b/p, waiting to b/p, planning my next.
I've almost died so, so many times and I'm useless to society

[calamity || edtwt @calamatea]

how to recover from almost 12 years of bulimia no glue no borax

[calamity || edtwt @calamatea]

@meowlimic 8- you realise you lost 10kg but you can't walk
9- get hospitalised because now you have a blood infection
10- get back to the b/p cycle and gain the weight back anyway FFS

[calamity || edtwt @calamatea]

@meowlimic 4- gradually get scared of eating anything you don't weigh out meticulously
5- break on the way home and binge
6- you get gastro and can't keep anything down anyway
7- binge causes refeeding syndrome bc you didn't eat for 2 months

[calamity || edtwt @calamatea]

@corpsindresss just be glad it wasn't ur bf ❤️

[calamity || edtwt @calamatea]

@meowlimic @moonsfaeriies yeah I'm probably gonna get a police visit at some point