kenza 🚬

just surviving #edtwt — 22 ★ bi ★ she/her ★ minors dni ★ pro recovery !

[kenza 🚬 @calaoric]

me and my forbidden school romance i need to get scarily skinny immediately

[kenza 🚬 @calaoric]

@_ravens_crime_ i was allowed to be late because i was known to stay at the office until 7-8pm if necessary 😭

[kenza 🚬 @calaoric]

@lilLadyLarvae bro i did this last night and had a blast

[derpy @urderpy]

i wish i was skinnier so i was pretty at every angle all the time forever

[kenza 🚬 @calaoric]

@shuttupbunny same 😭

[kenza 🚬 @calaoric]

i think if i try to save it as dessert and break my habit of carrying it EVERYWHERE my dumb annoying adhd brain will eventually get the program

[kenza 🚬 @calaoric]

need to quit vaping it feels so ugly to me now

[kenza 🚬 @calaoric]

i don’t notice any physical symptoms other ppl mention (heart palpitations?? BRO WHAT) but i still don’t wanna wait until that happens to stop. it was easy enough to quit the first time but i gained weight !! im terrified of getting fatter but i will try to wean off

[kenza 🚬 @calaoric]

i lost 6.7 lbs this week

[kenza 🚬 @calaoric]

i always forget that i literally knew someone who was on love island. like that means im ONE connection away from ariana madix

[kenza 🚬 @calaoric]

i want ramen sooo bad but i’m having sleep for dinner again

[kenza 🚬 @calaoric]

26h into my fast

[kenza 🚬 @calaoric]

in my room cooking up fire instagram close friends stories (everyone i know hates me)

[ごとう @gotolu1t]

痩せてえーーーーーーーーーーーーーーーーーーーーーー授業中ぶっ倒れるくらい痩せてえーーーーーーーーーーー骨浮き出るくらい痩せてえーーーーーーーーーーーー一生太る心配しなくていいくらい痩せてえーーーー

[kenza 🚬 @calaoric]

idk how black swan triggers my ed everytime i thought i was okay enough and was convinced to watch it recently but🫩🫩🫩🫩 holyyyy fuck that movie changed me as a kid

[kenza 🚬 @calaoric]

@gyubdiet YUMMM

[kenza 🚬 @calaoric]

hmmm i feel like im more likely to keep up w my accountability threads here than on mpa so im gonna make a cute one

[miya ⁠˖⁠ ꒰ 🍮 ⁠꒱ 彡 @izurexic]

this eating disorder really got me so self absorbed i think everyones always thinking about how fat i am 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

[kenza 🚬 @calaoric]

@caitiedelaney guys seriously what medication fixes this

[Mina 🦦 @minamorolll]

I hate how often people advise you to talk to someone when you’re struggling as if people don’t start avoiding you once you become a bearer of bad news