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recomposing ❁ꕥ✺ recoverytwt

[angel 🕊️ @calconvalescing]

thriving is more powerful than dying <3

[angel 🕊️ @calconvalescing]

whenever someone assumes i won't eat something because i didn't used to eat it, i just say "nope, i'm so brave now >:3"

[angel 🕊️ @calconvalescing]

@ganirecovered yeah, if you're into that kinda thing 💀😭

[angel 🕊️ @calconvalescing]

my 9/11 is when my ex dropped an album about me (no really i just realized he dropped it on 9/11💀)

[angel 🕊️ @calconvalescing]

@emoryisexisting no, hes the one fr...🤓☝️

[angel 🕊️ @calconvalescing]

i woke up in the middle of the night and my bf told me i'm overweight and need to get into better shape for him to find me attractive (i'm not overweight and i only decided to pursue recovery to save our relationship, i wanna unalive myself)

[angel 🕊️ @calconvalescing]

when modern baseball said "i'm friendly and thoughtful and quite awfully pretty, but he needed more than me" and when mitski said "i've been big and small and big and small and big and small again and STILL NOBODY WANTS ME" this is so tragic guys

[angel 🕊️ @calconvalescing]

adequate nutrition is so crazy, my girls grew from A cups to D cups in 3 months...

[angel 🕊️ @calconvalescing]

i've stepped down into iop and im on my way to stepping down to once a week outpatient appts. starting to see the light at the end of the tunnel ❤️

[angel 🕊️ @calconvalescing]

@pw_ntz 3,7,9,22

[angel 🕊️ @calconvalescing]

@vampyypuff it sounds unhelpful since fasting is also an ed behavior. the body keeps score on restriction and thats often why binges happen. i know it sucks but giving up compensatory behaviors,eating consistently, and sitting with that binge guilt is the path to full recovery

[angel 🕊️ @calconvalescing]

@foolsdnp but fuck it i love you , even if i'm gonna feel like shit 😣🤞

[angel 🕊️ @calconvalescing]

@edenkcaI @HailBones666 iherb is legit but the website/app is pretty annoying and outdated to use

[angel 🕊️ @calconvalescing]

"ugw by new years 🥳" to hospitalized by christmas pipeline...

[angel 🕊️ @calconvalescing]

@arctvros dr3am smp.... i'm sorry guys

[angel 🕊️ @calconvalescing]

i'm doing partial hospitalization with the emily program and i couldn't recommend it more, seriously i didn't know ed treatment like this was even out there AND its all covered by my poor ppl government provided insurance !!

[angel 🕊️ @calconvalescing]

my treatment team is so amazing i might actually recover guys

[angel 🕊️ @calconvalescing]

@darkskullrecov7 I wish you luck in your journey :) <3

[angel 🕊️ @calconvalescing]

logging back on to say that after a long and ugly relapse, i'm seeking help at an intensive outpatient program ! i'm not underweight, i'm not diagnosed; i still deserve help and so do you !!

[angel 🕊️ @calconvalescing]

@kafkasoat thank you <3

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DAN AND PHIL GAMES IS BACK THIS IS A GREAT DAY FOR LESBIANS AND TRANS MASCS AND AUTISTIC PEOPLE