Caleb Lukkarila

Couldn't be myself naturally so I did it artificially. I am the 🐐

[Caleb Lukkarila @caleblukk]

This is my safe space.

[Caleb Lukkarila @caleblukk]

when I needed love yall gave me hate, don't be mad. yall made me this way. I wasnt this way before.

[Caleb Lukkarila @caleblukk]

kids my advise is don't listen to nobody, they are all full of shit and work hard for yourself..because in that end that's all that will matter.

[Caleb Lukkarila @caleblukk]

but me playing saxophone in 100° weather is another reason I'm the 🐐, and they are not...

[Caleb Lukkarila @caleblukk]

but I guess I was just supposed to STFU and be nice after what they did. I should have just started the job at the McDonald's and been greatful....

[Caleb Lukkarila @caleblukk]

lost everything over a girl I never touched...that's some rapper-type shit.

[Caleb Lukkarila @caleblukk]

I knew things would never be the same...but I kind of thought with my situation and my side of things someone would call me and meet with me or something would happen. they just let me cook out there all summer ☀️.
people really are 🗑...

[Caleb Lukkarila @caleblukk]

I bet they feel I did them wrong, when they are still the ones with a job and I have to leave my home...wild

[Caleb Lukkarila @caleblukk]

also I know practicing a lick twice completely focused is worth more than doing it 100 mindless times...

[Caleb Lukkarila @caleblukk]

far as flow and groove go, I'm getting more influence on that from Hip Hop than anything else rn. I'm using rappers as inspiration..like I know what Kanye 8th notes feel like. Also Kendrick flow, how he can kind of displace things in weird places.

[Caleb Lukkarila @caleblukk]

and I know the #1 most important thing is GROOVE...

[Caleb Lukkarila @caleblukk]

I play 2 and for the people. not really for other musicians. so while other saxophone players are busy trying to find the most dissonant note on the horn..I keep it Smooth and cool..

[Caleb Lukkarila @caleblukk]

Viruostio saxophone players don't scare me at all. Soul beats virtuosity. it's like wow you just played 200 notes and the people felt none of them 😆.

[Caleb Lukkarila @caleblukk]

one of my jokes is If I'm trying to meet girls i need to be at least 10ft away from Zephyr 😆

[Caleb Lukkarila @caleblukk]

I'm very confident but I'm not a narcissist..if I was I couldn't work with someone like Zephyr...it's hard to be on the stage with him lol hes awesome..Miller could never work with someone like Zephyr, he would be so jealous his head would explode..

[Caleb Lukkarila @caleblukk]

and again that was never my agenda. I just wanted to contribute and be given credit.

[Caleb Lukkarila @caleblukk]

King had this paranoia that I was trying to take over the band, and I thought that was so weird. like I'm an aid and you are the head director...that wouldn't even possible...I thought it was such a weird fear..

[Caleb Lukkarila @caleblukk]

they just never wanted to acknowledge my musical gifts in anyway..that's okay though because now the rest of the world does... 🌏

[Caleb Lukkarila @caleblukk]

When I asked for some Musical responsibilities they said people would think
"why the fuck is this kid doing it when they have Mr. ross".....

I think what I did this summer answers that question...

[Caleb Lukkarila @caleblukk]

when I took the position I was under the impression that I would be taking over Mr. Rosses responsibilities..they still kept him on paid him more and let him do the music stuff. I just did the stuff he didn't wanna do anymore...

[Caleb Lukkarila @caleblukk]

in years past after band camp they would be like keep coming to practices and we will pay you. then I would go to a bunch and they wouldn't bring up paying me at all...so I would just stop going and felt weird about it....