chill & mentally ill ♡

31 || ♍️ || Boy mom || Cali livin’ || HT🤞🏼🖤

[chill & mentally ill ♡ @caliallieg]

I have no idea what I’m doing ✨

[chill & mentally ill ♡ @caliallieg]

my heart hurts ❤️‍🩹

[chill & mentally ill ♡ @caliallieg]

Me 🖤

[chill & mentally ill ♡ @caliallieg]

anyone else up at 2am dealing with trauma? just me? ok.

[chill & mentally ill ♡ @caliallieg]

I had a traumatic experience yesterday.

Had sex this morning & cried after finishing.

I am not ok..

[chill & mentally ill ♡ @caliallieg]

Dear Maria, count me the fuck out 👌🏼

[chill & mentally ill ♡ @caliallieg]

Why is love so difficult? 🥀

[chill & mentally ill ♡ @caliallieg]

How would yall react if your bf, while you guys were arguing, almost called you by their ex wife’s name (married 16 years)…?

[chill & mentally ill ♡ @caliallieg]

🥀

(don’t mind the dirty mirror; kids)

[chill & mentally ill ♡ @caliallieg]

@FTank542 Thank you!

[chill & mentally ill ♡ @caliallieg]

Haven’t selfied in a bit, so here you go 🤍

[chill & mentally ill ♡ @caliallieg]

High key soooo excited my bf got a job! Not only will he stop struggling, but it gets his ass in bed and in the house at a reasonable time since he has to be there for 6am lol win win

[chill & mentally ill ♡ @caliallieg]

Fantasizing about being with a biker ever since SOA came out only to ACTUALLY be with one now is the besttttt glow up 😌🖤

[chill & mentally ill ♡ @caliallieg]

yall ever get to that stage in a relationship where you start like hating everything they do????

What’s that mean???

[chill & mentally ill ♡ @caliallieg]

I hate that this man has made me act out of character because he doesn’t act right..

[chill & mentally ill ♡ @caliallieg]

i have this gut feeling something is going to happen soon, idk what but it doesn’t feel good

[chill & mentally ill ♡ @caliallieg]

wrapping my car around a tree sounds like a fucking vacation right now

[chill & mentally ill ♡ @caliallieg]

Idk how much more I can handle..

[chill & mentally ill ♡ @caliallieg]

One day I won’t have to do anything for Mother’s Day & I can be spoiled… it’s far fetched but a girl can dream 💭

[chill & mentally ill ♡ @caliallieg]

Last thing I want to worry about on Mother’s Day is my bf being stopped at border patrol… 😭😭😭

[chill & mentally ill ♡ @caliallieg]

my bf leaves for Mexico tomorrow & im so nervous there’ll be issues and something happens to where he either can’t get in or can’t come back…