At this point, I’m almost afraid to not have depression anymore. What will I be without it? What if I finally get rid of depression and I’m still not good at life? #depression#MentalHealth#MentalHealthAwareness
I’m going to be tested for ADHD. I honestly feel like I should study or something. Like if I fail this test, I feel like they will just call me an idiot and a scammer trying to get drugs. Now I’m second guessing my symptoms that make me think ADHD is a possibility. #ADHD
Every compliment I get, I look at the motive behind it and I can always think of a self-serving reason for someone to compliment me which means the person didn’t really mean what they said. They just needed me to cooperate.
Do other people think everyone is always lying to them, or is it just me. Like people tell me its no problem to do things for me and I always believe they are secretly mad at me for needing help. #depression#MentalHealth#MentalHealthAwareness
So since I can't afford the test that can help me figure out what meds will work best for me, I have to use trial and error. I'm exhausted just thinking about it. #MentalHealth#MentalHealthAwareness#depression#anxiety
Me: My mind feels like a Jenga tower right before the end of the game! It's teetering and I'm afraid to even breathe! It's going down any second! Please help me!
Doctor's office: Sure! It's only going to cost your soul.
Insurance: Sorry we don't cover #mentalhealth issues.
Me:
When living in poverty is one of the biggest causes of my #mentalhealth problems but I need money to see the doc, go to therapy, get meds, get tests done, etc.