bora

Greet the world with open arms

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why is december such a depressing month oh my god

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unfortunately ive seem to developed horrible self image issues and experienced a panic attack related to that first time in my life all because i didnt want to go hiking but my bf said to go and i proceeded to breakdown for 20 minutes on the belief that i was lazy.

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back at pilates🫧

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I went to the bank today, my second brother worked at a bank too. The man who helped with it reminded me of my brother. Not in appearance just the feeling, its nostalgic.
His death felt abit more real then. I think today was different. I think that's why I want to cry.

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grief is so abstract.
I lost my brother then my dad back to back.
I don't really think about them being gone day to day. Sometimes I forget they've been in my life, as if its always been my mom and me.

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Now its my third brother driving it, and he drove me to the station today. The radio was playing chinese songs instead of the usual Christmas song. I wasn't upset. Just felt like I lost my dad and my brother a little bit more.

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my tutor posted my assignment in his recording, im so back

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Malaysia education industry just falling apart at cuz wdym one of the panelist at uitm straight up said women is not made to be leaders and having our EDUCATION MINISTER say rapists can go ahead with spm and Zara Qairina case and Syamsul Haris Shamsuddin case.

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˚₊۶ৎ˙⋆

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pilates check⋆.𐙚 ̊

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pilates w new socks ｡𖦹°‧⭑.ᐟ

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its like a reward⋆｡‧˚ʚ♡ɞ˚‧｡⋆
⋆˚reformer beginner @ sunday pilates
𐙚⋆.˚ it was a little difficult cuz im still recovering from flu and I had cramps but it was pretty good overall
𐙚⋆.˚feat my man and my dior palette he picked up

[bora @calmboba]

✧･ﾟ: ✧･ﾟ: Back from Hiatus :･ﾟ✧:･ﾟ✧

♡ Pilates shakes took me out 🥀
◇ still gonna go back tho⁉️
⋆｡ﾟ☁︎｡⋆｡ ﾟ☾ ﾟ｡⋆

[bora @calmboba]

✧༺ PROGRESS 3/∞ ༻✧
♡ I like the soreness tbh
☀️ ↟ full day today ↟ ☀️

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I love my boyfriend 𝜗𝜚 ࣪˖ ִ𐙚