In life, your wait may be longer than someone else's for the things your heart longs for. That doesn't mean Allah is punishing you. He is simply arranging every other part of your life first, so that when your blessing arrives, it comes at the right time and in the best way.
the older you get,the more you realize it's not about who knows you the longest. its about who makes you feel seen,heard,appreciated,supported and loved
Heal me on the Day of Arafah, Ya Allah. Heal me so deeply that even my memories stop hurting. Replace the tears in my eyes with light in my heart. Make me forget the words that wounded me and remember only that You are enough for me.
“Forgive me when I prostrate while my mind is distracted. Forgive me when I repent and then return to sin, for I have no other refuge than You, O Allah.”