Chaotic ☾♡

26 and so tired • 3dtwt • hw: 185lbs | sw: 163.0lbs | cw: 157.2 | ugw: 110lbs • pescatarian 🌱🐟 - icon isn’t me

[Chaotic ☾♡ @calorifick]

i’ll make an intro thing eventually to pin to my page even though i’m not new to #edtwt but would love some more moots now that i’m back to being active/interactive ♡

[Chaotic ☾♡ @calorifick]

weighed myself this morning and was up by pound but my body looks way less bloated? idk how that works but my boyfriend literally went “woah you look really good” this morning when i got up and stretched so i’m ☺️☺️☺️☺️

[Chaotic ☾♡ @calorifick]

oh i love this idea when i get back into fasting i wanna do this ✨✨

[swirl @starveswirl]

⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ 🪡 ── everything i craved
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ during my 2 day fast

[Chaotic ☾♡ @calorifick]

bloated bc my period is starting soon so hopefully once that’s over with i’ll drop a bit more

[Chaotic ☾♡ @calorifick]

@extrasmalldoll same it always inspires me/gives me new ideas for meals

[noraˎˊ˗ kuzan's one and only @kuzansheart]

me trying to interact with oomfs

[Chaotic ☾♡ @calorifick]

went from following almost 300 people then i went through and unfollowed every inactive account and now im following under 100 ahhhh i need active moots

[Chaotic ☾♡ @calorifick]

morning! i overate by a bit last night but maintained this morning les gooo

[Chaotic ☾♡ @calorifick]

switched my dinner plan up to help accommodate and feeling more confident in my plan

[Chaotic ☾♡ @calorifick]

met my goal exactly & went to the gym and am feeling so good but my boyfriend just texted me that he wants to have wine & watch movies tonight which i love but all i can think about are the calories in the wine 😭😭 I may fast tomorrow or lower my intake to try to compensate ughh

[Chaotic ☾♡ @calorifick]

done eating for today and finished my logging, went 146cals over my limit but i do nOT wanna exercise augHhHh

[Chaotic ☾♡ @calorifick]

was too busy at work today to think about snacking thankfully, now I’m gonna go home and try to not let the binge demons in until one of my friends comes over for games lol

[Chaotic ☾♡ @calorifick]

remembering i love dry cereal and it MIGHT be the cure to my 8am-1pm daily munchies cause if i can just have a lil dry cereal to snack on 👀

[Chaotic ☾♡ @calorifick]

good morning! finished last night strong and was down a bit this morning because my bloating decreased so feeling good starting today :)

[Chaotic ☾♡ @calorifick]

finally started logging cals again as of today, i missed “Lose It!” that app feels so comforting, also pre-logging what i planned to eat today made me realize I was gonna accidentally go over my goal so fixed that real quick!

[Chaotic ☾♡ @calorifick]

@5entiment4l something about that early morning time man it’s EVIL

[Chaotic ☾♡ @calorifick]

the hardest part of my day food wise is between breakfast & lunch at the office, that period of just sitting at my computer from 7:30am-12:30pm is so painful & it’s the main time I tend to binge bc im tired/bored & we have a full conference room always full of snacks & soda 😭

[𝒱al ۶ৎ ׂ @valeriebunni]

Im not fatphobic to other people im fatphobic to myself

[kolette‎ @consumedbyfog]

how it feels to try and sleep with food noise

[kanna ⋆˚࿔ @kaane0]

i spend at LEAST 98% of my day thinking about food, calories, my body, edtwt, etc.

[Chaotic ☾♡ @calorifick]

i conceded and got diet coke after an hour of debating oof

[Chaotic ☾♡ @calorifick]

we do have diet coke for free in a soda machine but i worry about drinking too much soda, which is funny because I used to have 1-2 bottles and day in college and not gaf but at my grown age of *gag* 26 even one cup (10oz) feels like too much uGh

[Chaotic ☾♡ @calorifick]

SOMETHIN ABOUT THESE IMAGES DOES SOMETHIN TO MEEEEE but i need them to include more mixed race couples pls and thanks

[Notapiggyanymore @Notapiggynomore]

Omfg this is real sizespo #edtwt #edtw #edrtwt #thinspo #sizespo