ᐦсоllеaguе оf еᴅꜱнтωтᐦ

THEY HIT THE SECOND TOWER

[ᐦсоllеaguе оf еᴅꜱнтωтᐦ @calworker]

well whoever followed me here is lucky because my SECOND ACCOUNT IS SUSSED

[ᐦсоllеaguе оf еᴅꜱнтωтᐦ @calworker]

@MonsterUnd3rBed make another account
or not who knows

[ᐦсоllеaguе оf еᴅꜱнтωтᐦ @calworker]

i think my semi new layout is peak

[ᐦсоllеaguе оf еᴅꜱнтωтᐦ @calworker]

im legit just gotta suffer on my own because BOTH OF MY PARENTS ARE WITH THEIR FRIEND BECAUSE SHES IN LABOR
HHHHHHHHZHGFHGG

[ᐦсоllеaguе оf еᴅꜱнтωтᐦ @calworker]

i aint gonna eat my moms food for the next month because what the actual fuck did she put in it

[ᐦсоllеaguе оf еᴅꜱнтωтᐦ @calworker]

im gonna be up all night arent i

[ᐦсоllеaguе оf еᴅꜱнтωтᐦ @calworker]

im like 60% sure my mom gave me fucking food poisoning goddamnit

[ᐦсоllеaguе оf еᴅꜱнтωтᐦ @calworker]

OH MY GOD FINALLY.

[ᐦсоllеaguе оf еᴅꜱнтωтᐦ @calworker]

ive NEVER ran back home that fast.
and THEN my cousin took her SWEET ASS TIME TO UNLOCK THE DOOR.
NEVER RAN SO FAST TO THE BATHROOM TO WASH MY FEET.

OH MY GOD SOMEONE COULDN'T MAKE IT TO THE BATHROOM IN TIME IS ALL IM SAYING. IT WAS MOST LIKELY SHIT. OR VOMIT. im gonna cry

[ᐦсоllеaguе оf еᴅꜱнтωтᐦ @calworker]

haha talking about vomit guess who stepped in a PILE. of vomit and had to stick their foot into a puddle to GET IT OFF THEIR SHOE UNTIL THEIR SOCKS ARE SOAKED WITH MUDDY-VOMIT-RAIN WATER❤️❤️
great way to kill my appetite

[ᐦсоllеaguе оf еᴅꜱнтωтᐦ @calworker]

wait. even worse. it would've been actual shit with how it was piled.

i think it was someones shit i just stepped in oh my god.

[ᐦсоllеaguе оf еᴅꜱнтωтᐦ @calworker]

haha talking about vomit guess who stepped in a PILE. of vomit and had to stick their foot into a puddle to GET IT OFF THEIR SHOE UNTIL THEIR SOCKS ARE SOAKED WITH MUDDY-VOMIT-RAIN WATER❤️❤️
great way to kill my appetite

[ᐦсоllеaguе оf еᴅꜱнтωтᐦ @calworker]

if i want to start losing weight i would have to start throwing out food,
i hate to because its wasteful and i love what my parents make

its conflicting because i know ill regret it once my dad dies

[ᐦсоllеaguе оf еᴅꜱнтωтᐦ @calworker]

terrified that the meal could've been 1k cals, im pacing in my room trying to get more steps i do not want to gain any more i already lost everything in my life this is the last thing i want gone before dying, i don't want to be seen as the same kid from Saskatchewan

[ᐦсоllеaguе оf еᴅꜱнтωтᐦ @calworker]

stressing about the calories of that meal why tf is my dad shoving more food in my face.
im pretty goddamn sure the time he hugged me he was just body checking me (not in the weird way) if he wasnt he wouldn'tve made that one comment about me losing weight.

[ᐦсоllеaguе оf еᴅꜱнтωтᐦ @calworker]

dads back at it again with the "its okay to eat sometimes ://" bitch i look like i eat all the time STOP SERVING FOR ME!!!

[ᐦсоllеaguе оf еᴅꜱнтωтᐦ @calworker]

my parents ""taco salad""
is a 600-800 cal estimate reasonable because of the doritos amd cheese😭😭

[ᐦсоllеaguе оf еᴅꜱнтωтᐦ @calworker]

genuinely how do i get over my fear of vomiting,

like when i was younger i would have water fasting periods because i was scared of getting sick, shit would go on for days at a time

2 DAYS AGO WAS A PRETTY GOOD EXAMPLE OF THE LENGTHS I WOULD STILL GO AS TO NOT GET SICK 😭

[ᐦсоllеaguе оf еᴅꜱнтωтᐦ @calworker]

okay never doing that again tf
my gag reflex is BAD i can literally just trigger that shit on command

but i dont
because emetophobia

BOOOO🍅🍅🍅🍅🍅🍅🍅🍅🍅

[ᐦсоllеaguе оf еᴅꜱнтωтᐦ @calworker]

aint never purged with my fingers before ive always had the ability to vomit on command
I'm kinda curious

[ᐦсоllеaguе оf еᴅꜱнтωтᐦ @calworker]

aint never purged with my fingers before ive always had the ability to vomit on command
I'm kinda curious

[ᐦсоllеaguе оf еᴅꜱнтωтᐦ @calworker]

ill forever envy people who can do omads and fasts im gonna be so fr