I cannot get over the hollowing sense that I will die soon. I'll die by somebody else's hand or my own — I cannot see myself a week from now, or even a few days. Every day I am on the verge of suicide again. a gutting feeling. I don't feel like I am here anymore
it didnt work — let me post about this on twitter dot com 😄 i have no one to talk to about this but some days i get so paranoid and some days i feel so suffocated by my lack of being that i feel there is no other option