so im going to this amusement park tomorrow with the guy im dating and i should be excited but it’s gonna be the seventh date and im still fucking scared he is literally perfect but im scared and idkkkkk
i also feel so anxious for no reason but had such a great day with my co worker @ new friend yesterday and today im seeing another friend who i really hope to see more and get closer to this year and then tomorrow im meeting up with one of my best friends ���
i just wanted to get it out doesn’t even really hurt me because i know im not a bad person and im so grateful to have my other childhood friend back she’s so different she’s literally the sweetest i love her 🥹🥹
so i reconnected with my childhood bestie and now we’re basically besties again we literally talk all the time it was her birthday on friday so we met up and went to the fair
I genuinely hope they had a good time like i really do even if she hates me it’s just that i don’t get it i never did anything to her we’re 23 why still act as if we’re teenagers 🤡🤡 so yeah that’s it that’s the story it’s not that interesting ☠️
kinda wanna skip my theatre class tonight but i have no reason to and will probably regret it if i do cause it’s very fun and i always have a great time it’s just the thought of getting there which makes it feel dreading i guess