buang energy ya pasti, ga worth ngelakuinnya juga iya. ga akan kemana-mana juga kalo ga punya value. bahkan yg dikira binatang jauh lebih bisa berpikir ๐๐ฝ
no matter how hard i struggle, the results always make me sick and disappointed. every day feels lonely, feels unworthy of being loved by others, and it's hard to start over. i still have a lot to achieve but why is the progress only like this? why do i have to keep falling down?