iliah⋆｡˚

sw: 179 cw: 151 gw: 140 ugw: 120

[iliah⋆｡˚ @caprisong11]

Unpinning at 145 😣

[iliah⋆｡˚ @caprisong11]

I’ve been the same weight for 3 months I actually wanna die

[iliah⋆｡˚ @caprisong11]

500 calories and 20000 steps. Gained weight. Yeah no definitely. Fuck sake

[iliah⋆｡˚ @caprisong11]

It’s so hard for me to stop food noise, my life revolves around thinking about it

[iliah⋆｡˚ @caprisong11]

I love baking but I can’t cause I’m the one that has to eat it, I have no one to give it to

[iliah⋆｡˚ @caprisong11]

I made a terrible mistake throwing up marshmallows, they don’t flush fuckkk what do I do?

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I’m gonna fast Sunday to Sunday and we’ll see what happens on Monday, I’m not gonna ruin my progress by letting things get out of hand but I might have some dinner but if I can I’ll keep the fast going but Sunday is my goal

[iliah⋆｡˚ @caprisong11]

Why is throwing up kinda fun tho

[iliah⋆｡˚ @caprisong11]

Was gonna fast but instead I ate a whole cake, some brownie, a couple cookies and 6 cherry bakewells. At least I threw it up

[iliah⋆｡˚ @caprisong11]

Fasting until 17th and sleeping 8 hours a night and drinking as much water as I can. I gotta get down

[iliah⋆｡˚ @caprisong11]

That 10lbs weight gain is very noticeable on me shit

[iliah⋆｡˚ @caprisong11]

How much can I lose in 68 days realistically

[iliah⋆｡˚ @caprisong11]

I’d probably already be there

[iliah⋆｡˚ @caprisong11]

The way it would only have to be lose 20lbs if I hadn’t gained so much over Christmas and probably wouldn’t have to ask this question

[iliah⋆｡˚ @caprisong11]

Please tell me honestly if it’s possible to lose 32lbs in 68 days

[iliah⋆｡˚ @caprisong11]

Please tell me honestly if it’s possible to lose 32lbs in 68 days

[iliah⋆｡˚ @caprisong11]

Can I please be 140 by next week I won’t mess up again

[iliah⋆｡˚ @caprisong11]

Fuckk it better not take me long to get back down cause I’m so mad at myself rn

[iliah⋆｡˚ @caprisong11]

I’m very sad about reaching my goal then throwing it away but hopefully a fast will fix this, I have to because I was careless

[iliah⋆｡˚ @caprisong11]

16th December 140.7lbs
1st January 153.1lbs

I blacked out. What the actual fuck

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Why tf am I buying clothes when I’m still fat, they aren’t gonna fit soon 🙃