lala

pretending to be okay is kinda my thing

[lala @caramelala__]

i know this is tough, but it will pass.

[. @deityofnightt]

me after pretending to be okay with a situation that makes my heart physically hurt:

[lala @caramelala__]

nangis senangis nangisnya.

[lala @caramelala__]

and now I feel like I’m losing something that used to make me feel like myself, and it makes me feel ordinary.

[lala @caramelala__]

kinda sad to realize that my hands shake and feel stiff doing something I used to love the most.

[lala @caramelala__]

Idk what happened to me lately, but I feel so far away from what I loved the most, especially when I’m trying to find it again through my hands while making latte art.

[. @deityofnightt]

life when everyone thinks you're fine but no one knows you're dead inside

[paw @marrooenn]

jadi people pleaser itu ga enak banget sumpah, capek mikirin perasaan orang lain, mau ngelakuin apa yang aku mau aja mikirin itu aman ga ya buat orang lain, gabisa bilang engga, tapi orang lain malah seenaknya dan aku gabisa marah cuman bisa memaklumi.

[lala @caramelala__]

Hello April, please be kind to me.

[Debi Friska @debifriskaa]

kalo lo udah tau masa lalu pasangan lo, cukup diem dan terima. jangan lo jadiin senjata pas ribut atau diungkit ungkit terus. lo gatau dia udah mati-matian survive buat berubah jadi manusia yang lebih baik di masa depan

[✧ @cessonmute]

being the “understanding” one is exhausting. you carry everyone’s trauma, everyone’s problems, everyone’s excuses. but when it’s your turn to fall apart, you do it alone. no one checks. no one asks.

[yauda maap @gesangnurh]

Ada seorang anak perempuan yang terbiasa sakit tanpa disembuhkan, terbiasa kecewa tanpa ditenangkan, terbiasa sedih tanpa pelukan. Berbagai episode menyakitkan telah ia lewati, ia diam meski banyak luka yang ingin berbicara, ia tersenyum meskipun di pelupuk penuh dengan air mata.

[𝒶rα˚˖𓍢ִ໋ @yslmammi]

you're not reading this by accident. everything is going to be okay. breathe and remember that you’ve been in this place before. you've been this uncomfortable, anxious and scared, and you survived. close your eyes and feel the universe within you making a way for you right now.

[Chi @__Poisonivyyy]

After certain situations, you just don’t feel the same about people anymore

[lala @caramelala__]

kenapa ya feeling ku gak pernah salah, lama2 takut anjir