Caroll

Redeemed. A work in progress.
Beloved daughter of the KING of kings.

[Caroll @care1221]

Na.... it jima.

[Caroll @care1221]

2010,2012,2015,2016,2017,,, if I could just live in those years, go back and forth between them,,, I would.

[Caroll @care1221]

Taking a little break to heal... Miss you, my cafe latte! Counting down the days until October.

[Caroll @care1221]

...아 또 이러네. 또 촉이 오는 거야, 뭔가 잘못된 것 같은 느낌. 잘 지내고 있으면 좋겠어. 제발 괜찮아야 해.
On a sidenote, I got mad at my class today again.... ha. It's even our second-to-last meeting.

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Chatting w/ one of my Life Group brothers on the bus on our way to the train station after the worship service:

Aaron: ...Philippine pride, huh?
Me: Yeah.. our government sucks, sorry for the word, but still, I will always choose to love my country.

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Finally cracked the code on long weekend bookings 🎯 Fully booked everywhere? Not if you know the trick! Har har har. Let's finally spend some real time together and get to know you, Formosa's capital!

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Got worried for a second. Like, please eat properly. But then I broke it down in my head... yes, that's simple but it has protein, fiber, carbs. So... okay, not bad.

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Was just going to peek but it slipped. 38 seconds? 🤣

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2 days, 1 night!
Finally, Taichung~~

[Caroll @care1221]

Ui totoo pala yun? Yung akala nila marami kang pera kasi nasa abroad ka? Tas manghihiram sila ba.... I mean, yes, nag travel ka here and there pero pinag ipunan mo naman yun.

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Caroline, inhale, exhale. It's done, just please ask questions next time. It looked easy, but it wasn't. Well, actually it was... only if you asked questions about it. Also, I think you really have to step up your game. It's already 2 years.

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I'm a very bad actress, aren't I? Acting like I didn't know what was happening because I was on a vacay. Hmnn just because I don't understand Chinese doesn't mean I don't know what's happening. Well... this is for everyone's benefit anyway.

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Spiritual bypassing doesn’t sit right with me. Is that just toxic positivity? Tsk tsk

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Hey, Carol! Don't bail out! Let your "yes" be YES amd your "no" be No.
Maiisip ka ba ng dahilan..no no!

[Caroll @care1221]

kkkkkkkkk
"...this is exactly the kind of moment where the brain starts drawing constellations between unrelated stars."

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Whew! OK done! Like I said, "Next time neun...."

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If I told you it was around this time, in that year, when I shattered, you'd say it was childish. Maybe? But context matters, right? Underlying reasons? And whew, it left a deep scar.

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💭

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I kinda miss my neurologist from 2014 to 2023 who became my go-to doctor for everything… dengue, GERD, back aches, all of it on top of the monthly checkups lol.

[Caroll @care1221]

You resented her because she was brave in ways you weren't. She was trying to repair the friendship. You were punishing her. Not consciously, but you were making her pay for getting what she fought for. Every time she reached out, you found a reason to stay distant.

...ouch