Unpopular opinion: I don't think your life has to have a purpose, or you a grand ambition; I think it's okay to just wander through life finding interesting things until you die
everyday feels like a constant loop of trying to distract & overstimulate myself so i don’t have the time or energy to be alone with my thoughts & so i don’t kill myself
When I was younger, I rebelled against the idea that cooking was something I was obligated to do. As I grow older, I’ve begun to fear that if I don’t learn my grandmother’s and mother’s recipes, I’ll lose the flavours I love most. Both of these things can be simultaneously true.
Yesss I’m going to get back into the dating scene! I just have to fix my hair, skin, teeth, antisocial tendencies, self-sabotaging patterns, five year plan, mental health, relationship to sex, relationship to food, & attachment style