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guys i really hate it here

[️️️️️️ @carrionviscera]

where is the sweet release of death everyone talks so much about

[️️️️️️ @carrionviscera]

i’m going to rip out my tongue and disembowel myself prince arctic style

[️️️️️️ @carrionviscera]

yeah i could claw my way out and do my absolute best to appear “normal” mentally but there’s a 0% chance i’m ever being truly happy. maybe it’s the brain damage or maybe it’s genetics or maybe both idk. after a certain point all you can do is either live with it or off yourself

[️️️️️️ @carrionviscera]

i think when you’ve been depressed or suicidal for long enough you kind of are permanently mentally broken in a brain damage sense

[Hope @hopewolfa]

Commission for @/carrionviscera 🐲

[Bulbul @bulbusthewise]

@carrionviscera For your world weary feet,
I have seen you in every corner of my eye and it would surely cause great sadness to every dreamer and every man found within the genus temples to not have you there anymore
You are the brick to the home
The water to the ocean and the shrimp

[️️️️️️ @carrionviscera]

every thought of mine for the past week has devolved into killing myself. I’ll see a car and all i can think about is to jumping infront of it, i take my pills and all i can think about is if i could overdose. i see something sharp and all i can think about is cutting myself

[️️️️️️ @carrionviscera]

i need to stop being a coward and actually do it

[️️️️️️ @carrionviscera]

that or college is just miserable

[️️️️️️ @carrionviscera]

i’m getting withdrawal from things i didnt even realize i could get withdrawal from. i am not made for this life

[️️️️️️ @carrionviscera]

i see dumb stupid happy shallow people everywhere and i am so jealous. I would literally kill to never have a deep thought like them and not have to be so fucking miserable all the time.

[️️️️️️ @carrionviscera]

going into college i thought that maybe i would be happy and make friends and things would be better but ive never been more lonely and depressed. Unfortunately rock bottom does not have a floor

[️️️️️️ @carrionviscera]

it just doesn’t get better

[Likey @LikelyLikey_]

Gradient map coloring
#absol #pokemon

[️️️️️️ @carrionviscera]

@h4y3s_ i was peeing when i sent that but i no longer am

[️️️️️️ @carrionviscera]

i can have like 2 or 3 days of being a functional human being and then evil mode comes along rinse and repeat, fuck my life

[️️️️️️ @carrionviscera]

@h4y3s_ i am right now

[️️️️️️ @carrionviscera]

@h4y3s_ every so often yeah