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28. perfumer. cat posting aficionado🔞 ♉️ @bennywormcat ‘s manager

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first thing she did after her closet nap was come find me

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i need her to live forever

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my ptsd got triggered earlier and for some reason that means i can’t do my t shot myself today. i don’t like when things are connected

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@golds73 echo ❤️ i miss her so much

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throwback to what remains the funniest video i’ve ever taken

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@aer21598794 absolutely

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@leospoliticalt1 well technically she’s afraid of men so she’s actually affirming me 😌

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i have to speak in girlmode to benny after i drop my voice or else she’ll get scared

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🎵HELLO MY BENNY
HELLO MY SQUEMMY
HELLO MY SQUIRMY WORM 🎵

[🪱 benny worm 🪱 @bennywormcat]

well i am just. layingy here and dad keep singing made up songs about the me

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• my period is multiple days late and i don’t have any cramping (and i’m not pregnant obv)

also i had a work week that would have typically left me sobbing on the floor and instead i just had kind of a bad day or 2 and now i feel normal again :)

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1 day post 4th injection:
• breaking out :(((
• voice is cracking and dipping lower than i expect it to lol
• i’m so hungry all the time!! wtf!!
• i don’t just randomly start crying like I did before hrt (so far)
• body hair has started feeling coarser

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I’m 2 days from my 3rd injection, here are more things I’ve noticed:
• i want to run joyously all the time (probably more a side effect of chronic pain improving)
• i’m hard af constantly 🫶
• voice changing already, i can sing a half octave lower

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as soon as she realizes i’m on the couch she rushes over to lay on me <333

[bug girl @buggirl]

when a cat is laying on u and they are like ah yes this exactly where i want to be. what a safe and optimal place to rest my weary little head…… that’s what life is about. never kill urself

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@oreoeocat monkey moves like an animatronic dinosaur

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got to see emma today :)

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@RGibsongirl i ask myself this every day

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5 years of her little face

[🪱 benny worm 🪱 @bennywormcat]

and he can’t be angery on the count of. it is mine 5 Yearsd Gotcha Day :)

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@leospoliticalt1 i already had relatively high androgen and T levels and started on a pretty high dose considering that so i’m kind of cheating

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I’m 2 days from my 3rd injection, here are more things I’ve noticed:
• i want to run joyously all the time (probably more a side effect of chronic pain improving)
• i’m hard af constantly 🫶
• voice changing already, i can sing a half octave lower

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things i noticed within my first week of T:
• my chronic pain is so much better
• improved sleep immediately
• i smell different
• a constant level of horniness previously unknown to me
• i couldn’t cry right now if i tried when usually my eyes are a faucet

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locking my account for job hunting reasons 

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@apbusch that too

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greedy beast

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• increased muscle tone and size all over, with bulking diet and exercise
• more consistent energy
• my skin is more oily but no breakouts yet
(caveat: i have elevated testosterone and androgen levels already because of pcos so i’m on an accelerated timeline)