lily

relapsing ana b/p ⭐️ gw: 99 cw: 116.6

[lily @carvingskin]

hotel b/p🤤🤤🤤🤤

[lily @carvingskin]

might just be bulimic now LOLL🫩

[lily @carvingskin]

posted about my situationship on reddit and i think he found the post i am going to die

[thia | edtwt ⋆⭒˚.⋆ @bvnnycalz]

my waist is bmi 17 but my thighs are bmi 10000

[lily @carvingskin]

6’0 stepsister complaining that she’s only 99 lbs instead of her usual 115 bc she keeps forgetting to eat

[lily @carvingskin]

torturing myself by looking at pictures from my lw

[lily @carvingskin]

wow i am a SUCH A FAILURE!!🙏 i need to ban myself from purging so i stop binging

[lily @carvingskin]

ate 6 wonder bread snack cakes, a large bag of mini oreos, an entire pint of ice cream, pizza, pasta, croissants with cinnamon butter, cheezits….y mas…

[lily @carvingskin]

116.8 after b/ping all day I cant believe this😭 i CAN eat whatever I want…

[lily @carvingskin]

okkk 121->117.9 in like 3 days officially locked in

[lily @carvingskin]

glad to get winter break to lock in gymwise but not having full control over my food is peeving me hard😭

[lily @carvingskin]

when the sugar binges and lax abuse were actually making me super bloated

[lily @carvingskin]

okkk 121->117.9 in like 3 days officially locked in

[lily @carvingskin]

this is why you’re fat this is why you’re fat this is why you’re fat this is why you’re fat

[lily @carvingskin]

HOW DO I STOP THIS BINGE CYCLE IM SO FUCKING TIRED

[lily @carvingskin]

I have a crush who used to be bulimic and lowkey still thinks about weight problematically so I HAVE TO lose weight for him

[lily @carvingskin]

relapsing after watching so many videos about how recovery is super worth it is soo lollll i feel like a disappointment😭😭😭 but im also so fucking excited to lose again

[lily @carvingskin]

#edtwt intro:
Lily *07*
cw:120 cgw:110 ugw:85 height: 5’2
||currently relapsing ana b/p||

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