Healing is NOT an overnight process. It takes time. Sometimes youโll feel like youโre finally over something & happy again, & the wound will reopen. Dont give up, dont get discouraged. Take each day 1 step at a time. Just try to be in a better place mentally than u were yesterday
This doesn't mean that I'm ending my life, duh? But, I would be gone from all of you now. To the fact that I never came, and existed in your circle. In your lives.
You're ending my day with craploads of bullshits, but I still do fucking stay for all of you! And maybe leaving this time would be the best thing I'm doing, to save myself from (all of you.)
I'm done.
You can always say things about me, behind me. Because, I can't dare to please you all. I can't change the way how I lived my life, but I do change my perspectives because you contributed to it as well. I am learning from you, but it all turns out to be pure manipulation.