cassideeder

• stressed and pokemon obsessed •

[cassideeder @cassideeder]

@alexakiiing You are so amazing and so talented!!! I went to school with her as well, she’s so nice! I love how these turned out! 🥰

[⁸⁸⁸ @jjeerriicchoo]

i think what a lot of people don’t know about OCD is that it also affects the way you behave in relationships. friendships or otherwise.

[cassideeder @cassideeder]

I love you guys.

[cassideeder @cassideeder]

Hi friends, I know it’s been a long long time since I’ve streamed. I told myself that I wouldn’t put off streaming anymore when I first started streaming again. Unfortunately, mental health issues got in the way like before, along with some personal things I had to take care of.

[cassideeder @cassideeder]

actually building a community and doing good things. I hope that this stream will help with understanding what’s been going on in my life & I hope you all will understand where I’m coming from. I look forward to tomorrow’s stream & I hope to see you all there. Thank you so much.

[cassideeder @cassideeder]

It got so bad that at one point a few weeks ago, I went a few days without eating anything because the thoughts and images that would come into my mind made me physically sick and the sight of food made me want to throw up. It has been truly a nightmare to live with

[cassideeder @cassideeder]

What irritates me, is that I havent’t had ANY OCD flare-ups since I was elementary school age. I thought it was gone. Over. Done. But for WHATEVER reason, my OCD came back about a month ago FULL FORCE, WAY worse than when I was younger. I’m having a HUGE problem dealing with it.

[cassideeder @cassideeder]

The worst thing, is that when I act out my compulsions (mainly verbal reassurance-seeking is the big one), all I do is hurt those around me & it just makes matters worse. I wouldn’t wish this on ANYONE. It sucks. Out of all I’ve dealt with in my life, this is by FAR the WORST.

[Trouble Cone @TroubleCone]

URGENT REQUEST: WHERE ARE YOU AT MENTALLY? DO NOT DOWNLOAD ANY NEW PICTURES

[cassideeder @cassideeder]

i’m so over my BRAIN like someone please rip it out, i’m sick of stupid dumb thoughts

[cassideeder @cassideeder]

ocd sucks asshole.