Catchameatball

Rookie streamer. Nerd. Weeb. Vtuber enjoyer (model WIP). Sometimes funny. Sometimes chill. All times scuffed.

[Catchameatball @catchameatball]

I would also appreciate any advice anyone would like to offer. I don't know who to ask, since I'm kinda on my own here. And I can't offer any advice in return, since I'm about as green as you can get.

[Catchameatball @catchameatball]

I'm going to take this seriously. I'm going to do something every day (except days I work or have irl stuff) and slowly but surely build up familiarity and confidence.
I hope before long I can find people to bounce ideas off of. Viewers. Peers. Whoever.
Build up momentum.

[Kureiji Ollie ( オリー) 🧟‍♀️ @ホロライブID @kureijiollie]

IT WOULD TAKE A HUNDRED MEN TO BE ABLE TO PULL ME AWAY FROM THAT ASS

[Catchameatball @catchameatball]

@qiandaiyiyu We've found Crelly's ideal woman.

[Catchameatball @catchameatball]

@chibidoki Is this not normal for you?

[Catchameatball @catchameatball]

My analytics show that people are not coming to my twitch from my twitter. That means I should focus my efforts somewhere else. But where?

All I need is a couple of people. Then I'll be able to have a rapport with the chat, which is what I'm looking for to begin with.

[Catchameatball @catchameatball]

Hm. Very similar outcome as EU4. I guess lack of interest is just lack of interest. Oh well. I'll try something else next time. Just chalk it up as another learning experience.

[Catchameatball @catchameatball]

What should I play as in CK3 rn?

[Catchameatball @catchameatball]

No plans. Come chill. Winging it. https://t.co/IBiPTR3rtX

[Catchameatball @catchameatball]

Ayo fuck it, Crusader Kings III in a couple minutes.

[Catchameatball @catchameatball]

I'm thinking about this too much. I'm gonna read Gaunt's Ghosts.

[Catchameatball @catchameatball]

I'm going to take this seriously. I'm going to do something every day (except days I work or have irl stuff) and slowly but surely build up familiarity and confidence.
I hope before long I can find people to bounce ideas off of. Viewers. Peers. Whoever.
Build up momentum.

[Catchameatball @catchameatball]

I don't want to be on twitter. I don't want to get depressed again.
I know it's a good tool for marketing yourself, something I've always sucked at. But I can already feel the familiar emptiness. I don't want to sink into that again. I won't.

[Catchameatball @catchameatball]

It's harder than I thought, starting from zero.
I used to have my friends from old communities I was part of.
I still consider them my friends, but we haven't talked in years.
Part of me wants to reach out. The other part thinks that would be using them, which isn't right.

[Catchameatball @catchameatball]

Fallout 3 I've been playing for the past while. Pretty much beat it. Not really worth streaming.

New Vegas, I'd have to get my mods straightened out before I play.

[Catchameatball @catchameatball]

Hm. All the games I was thinking of streaming, it seems not many people watch. Balatro. Fallout 3 or New Vegas.

There's got to be something I want to play that people also want to watch.

[Catchameatball @catchameatball]

I'm not focused on numbers, but there's no point streaming something if literally zero people watch. I could just play it on my own at that point.

I wonder what else I could stream.

[Catchameatball @catchameatball]

Ok. That was a learning experience. Gotta get used to the setup, the tech, all that.
Gotta put myself out there better.
Gotta pay more attention to time of day and game.

Might do chill EU4 tonight.
But it also seems like that game doesn't have much viewership to begin with. -

[Catchameatball @catchameatball]

I haven't played vanilla EU4 in over a year.
https://t.co/owqP2RMhSs

[Catchameatball @catchameatball]

Fuck it. Imma do it now. Vanilla EU4.

[Catchameatball @catchameatball]

The question now is CK3 or EU4.
I haven't played EU4 without the Anbennar mod in a while. But I also haven't touched CK3... also since I started playing Anbennar.

I'm open to suggestions, if anyone has any.

[Catchameatball @catchameatball]

I'm going to actually start streaming instead of just thinking about it.

Gonna start with some Paradox games. Either EU4 or CK3. Chill time. Low energy.

Hopefully today at some point. Gotta remember how to use streamlabs, lmao. Been three years now. Doesn't feel that long.