If anyone was wondering, there is an alien in my body and I am so strong I am becoming an alien and destroying them. I don't know if I started the whole crossbreed alien/human thing but I'm definitely a part of whatever the government is talking about.
In order to become a better person, you must first realize how horrible you really are. Not in the dramatic sense, but in the quiet ways you sabotage yourself, repeat unhealthy patterns, hurt people who care about you, or tolerate what wounds you. You cannot grow if you keep pretending you're innocent in the story you've created.