Important update regarding health & future activities.
To my community: Please, please, please forgive me for not being able to give you my best this past year. I’ll be looking into text-to-speech programs and services to try and make a quicker comeback, if my body allows it.
@MochaMagica@DirectorNemo I watched a caelestia and hyperlsnd set up today and I decided my New Year’s resolution😔 and put it in my obsidian vault calendar….
We are not so different after all
This idea is rly cute so please forgive me PLEASE I misread this twice as ambien vtuber then amphetamines vtuber
now I am plagued by the thought of ambien VTuber, Roseanne Barr
@MochaMagica ME TOO OMG
I use a lot of obsidian for digital-gardening and technical writing stuff! but it’s hard to be inspired or feel vulnerable on a digital interface idk…it’s also hard actually remember to do if it’s not physical for me. Paper first is always my go to<3
today, rengar got jumped scared by an itty bitty little spider. that we was directly looking at.
he's so cute it takes me out and i spend a good 5 minutes crying over him.
@cptcrabz im still not able to properly process this okay i hope you know!!! the next time i see you im going to FIGHT i'm going to work out and get my butt in gear to teach you a LESSON
I am testing my pc to see if I can get it stable enough to turn on (╥﹏╥)
I want to start coming back to things slowly but I might be limited by hardware. o7 will update with my findings and my 6th complete wipe and reinstall.
This last #いい推しの日 goes out to the realest mfer in the game that mfer catto nappo @catnyaps We have gone through thick and thin and I think it's safe to save you're way past my oshi. It's been an honor and privilege to modding for you all these years. 1/2
@killgore_chris I confirmed with a few friends irl that it’s an OS or motherboard or ram issue. The error code changes frequently when it shuts off or cannot be repaired. I can’t elaborate on full on twitter unfortunately TT__TT I’ve done days and weeks of testing and shifting through logs
I want you to take to heart the philosophy that has kept me alive and entertained through sadness, happiness, boredom, stress.
You can just do stuff. even shitty, just, literally you can do it. Make some heinously shitty stuff and a lot of it, its pleasing. like a puzzle. Sometimes you accidentally find something to improve on
Like, i can make balloon sculptures/animals. i fuck around with new programs constantly, play with drawing in a billion styles, draw and rig live2d, animate in various ways, woodwork, metalwork, electronics, code, games, writing, acting, singing, piano, composition, bake cook, sew, puppeteer
how many of these am i good at? fuck all. but im always all the time all the time and i at the very least dont feel like ive wasted that time. so many shitty things to show my momdas and have pinned on the proverbial fridge.
@mooscue_ I wish I could grieve a normal death. I wish I was listened to. I wish they didn't tell me she wasn't going to die anytime soon and disregard our begging for re-evaluation. I wish the nurse didn't tell me she knew better than me, despite not even having her diagnosis recorded.
I'm sorry if I pop in every once in a while but I'm not the most responsive. My DMs are still broken, and the amount of grief and stress I still feel is immense. I hope I can get justice for my mom's death.
@faith_vtch my heart goes out to you so so much. it's ridiculous the circles they'll run you through, while the same time, draining your accounts and sanity. I hope you get the the help and assistance you deserve, because it's certainly not this.
What's wrong, cat got your tongue!?
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Don't miss our cover of 'I Put A Spell On You' premiering Halloween night on the VIVARIA Virtual Channel!
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