when i'm mad from my perspective but i can also see their perspective so now i’m carrying double the emotional weight and being eaten away by my anger and empathy
the fanfiction writer confession
🌸: i used to write about exo
🍒 : 😮🙂↔️
🍒 : can you tell us the title ?
🌸 : exo’s dog
🍒 : is it about the Hybrid ?
🌸 : yes i am the dog that kyungsoo’s raises and while the members are at their schedules, i turn into a human and do dishsed. Then i get caugt by chanyeol or someone
🍒 : since i am quick to catch on
CHANYEOL KNOWS ABOUT HYBRID GENRE I’M DYING 😭
💭 i want so much for myself, but i can’t find any motivation, so it’s hard.
🐥 there’s not really anything i can do to help with that though, right? maybe you need to let go of wanting too much? when your expectations are high, the disappointment becomes bigger too. what matters is learning how to fill that emptiness that comes after disappointment. i am the same. even when i make an album, i make it thinking, “we’re definitely going to get 1st place,” but reality doesn’t always turn out that way. so before releasing it, i think there also needs to be a process of emptying those expectations. i think letting go is also just part of life. i try to think about everything that way.
💭 what if the disappointment feels really huge?
🐥 then just eat something delicious.
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