i miss being best ana, like the actual best😭 only eating cold, unseasoned, unsalted, either raw or burnt foods, less than 500 (mostly less than 300) cals a day for months. just as little food as possible, volume wise too. nothing that could make the act of feeding myself pleasurable
obviously it was the worst and most traumatic time of my life, but it was the closest to Godhood i will ever be