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19 , random ramblings

[༺ tanya ༻ @leeyaana0]

The ultimate goal.

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i got lightheay fell onto the ground infront of my mom, im so embarrassed. she was worried

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fasted for 152 hours, purged my meal, should've just kept fasting

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@oattmilklatte your legs are literally what i want so bad, you're so skinny stay safe!

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healing process

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@utilityknife_ @cvttsy my favorite blade, sliced my wrist open hitting an artery and sliced some muscle with just one swipe

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i dont get how my cuts seem 'bad' to me they seem like nothing and i could do so much worse but people around me say otherwise

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i just want to keep cutting

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bad angles, whatever

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@miulinnn thank you🩷

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i want to cut up my whole body

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i want to cut more, deeper.

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i hadn't cut myself in so long, now its all i want to do.

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i hate how small the scar is. i cut so deep in one swipe hitting some muscle and an artery. i didn't even feel. it looked like my arm was almost cut in half. i tore the stitches out to reopen it but they just closed it again. i wish i bleed out.

[cat @cattcat0]

my mini fridge! got waters for my water fast! ima attempt to water fast for 5 days!🩷