oh how wonderful, you have a nice big family and cousins and aunts and uncles and grandparents and siblings and parents and they all love each other and you. it’s so cool that people just kind of have what I’ve literally always wanted for my whole life. that’s chill.
hahahahaha nooo of course I’m not jealous that you go home for the holidays and spend important occasions with your family!! I’m not even slightly envious that you have a normal family and everyone loves each other. don’t be silly.