yeah breakups hurt, but have you ever been a super talkative, enthusiastic person but slowly over the years and after trauma you watch yourself become more quieter and quieter to the point where that enthusiastic bubbly person just isn’t who you are anymore?
I’m not in my best mental health right now. Life is so full of burdens and pressures that I no longer find my favourite things exciting. Lately, I haven’t asked for much. I woke up every day wanting and hoping to be okay.
I apologize if I don’t reach out anymore. My life is falling apart. I’m sad almost every time, fighting for my life every day, second guessing my career path, tired from a job I don’t like, confused, and sleeping whenever I get free time just to escape reality.
People think depression means your sad and crying all the time. Depression for me is being stuck in a twilight zone. I can't think, i don't respond to things, nothing is interesting, i just feel empty.
Not sad, just blank.