Update #2
I only do these so people know I’m alive (people who probably look at my page every now and again)
These past few months got me really thinking. Like a lot of thinking. (No,I’m not coming back)
I miss all the people I used to be friends with. Before all the drama
I just sometimes wish I could talk to you again. That we could be normal again but I know it won’t happen.
Oh, I’m taking my meds correctly now. I was in a very manic mood at that point in my life. It’s my fault for letting myself get that bad
Update #1 July 5,2025 11:24pm
So it been while since I went quiet. I have been trying to learn how live again after being in a dark cloud m.
I don’t want to die anymore so that’s good. I’m getting back into loving myself for who I am and not changing myself for others
I’m glad that we were in each others lives for even the short amount of time. I hope you have an amazing life and get everything you ever wanted in life cause that’s all you deserve.
Maybe one day I will come back but I doubt it.
I’m changing the password to this account and locking it away. Just so I don’t cave into the bad thoughts.
I’m putting myself first. I’m stepping out of the shadow I was in.
I never thought I would abandon all of this but I am. I have had this name so long that it weird that I won’t be be called Cavey anymore.
I know this part of my life is over. Imma miss it. I really am.
Imma miss them so much but I’m doing what’s right. I have to do this.
Thanks for being in my life. All the good and horrible people. You shaped me to be this. You helped me see something I can’t ever forget.
How to be kind and truthful.