nik

[nik @ccuredlove]

can it get ANY worse

[nik @ccuredlove]

ru fucking kidding. i open my who to follow my groomer is right there i CANNOT make this up. its hidden cus i dont need him finding this account

[nik @ccuredlove]

im such an idiot i cant even kill myself

[nik @ccuredlove]

i dont have enough to overdose on

[nik @ccuredlove]

im out of hydros and i only have vicodin left

[nik @ccuredlove]

when i was nine i tried to take a knife and stab myself in the gut but my dad caught me

[nik @ccuredlove]

all ive wanted in life since i was eight years old was to die

[nik @ccuredlove]

im not exaggerating

[nik @ccuredlove]

i wish i could delete all my social media and just fucking dje

[nik @ccuredlove]

i know he wont make it anywhere in life because he isnf going to college, is unemployed, racist, and a predator but sometimes i wish i never blocked him im so disgustingly dependent on someone i cut contact with months ago

[nik @ccuredlove]

every single joke ive made i always think about whether or not he would like it. i hate him with every atom in my body yet i cant seem to get him out of my head

[nik @ccuredlove]

even the reason i heart messages so much is because of him

[nik @ccuredlove]

all my slang

[nik @ccuredlove]

everything i do still revolves around him its like he infects my life

[nik @ccuredlove]

i wish i could forget all about him

[nik @ccuredlove]

@rahulraiSH i have pica !

[ciphailure @childebanger69]

Me when I accidentally close the ao3 tab

[rey ⚢🔻 @grrrlwolf]

first time sexting how am i doing chat

[nik @ccuredlove]

@Bobbyxkatccoe this guy is an abliest loser who makes fun of autistic people he's so weird

[nik @ccuredlove]

@polkadoork thanks i hope it happens

[nik @ccuredlove]

watching my groomer live a happy life with his friends and his boyfriend and i feel like i have no one outside of my phone AND im single