been procrastinating posting my 'what i b/ped' threads which is dumb because whats even the point of procrastinating for that type of useless thing 😭 but wtv i'll post tomorrow for wednesday-thursday
aghh i hate myself i just i dont know what i even want anymore,, if i want to b/pmaxx at every opportunity ,, or harm reduce ,, or quit for good and just restrict ,,,
why are there so many people on edtwt who know nothing about how eating disorders affect the brain do some people just not get the super evil version of this disorder that makes you go insane and crushes any rationality and completely controls every thought and aspect of life
thaaats all.. i dont even remember half of these but i took all the photos in order as evidence so
🧁. . Total cals estimate: 15k
🤮. . purging difficulty: BAD IT SUCKED because of the brownies and also all the cheese clumped together like rubber strands ???
okbye