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γ The apology was stuck in your throat. Your biggest fear happened in the end. What could you do, what were you meant to do, whatβ
β...I'm sorry.β γ
For the @YourGravity2026 zine, thank you for having me! π«Άπ»
#YourGravity2026
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Caleb would not give you a reason to feel unworthy, either. He only learned to reflect you. A mirrored half of you. You were loud in how you never hid the way you held his hand. A proud little one that loved to boast about him, only to shy away when he did the same about you.
Yet something never made sense. A piece which explained why it was not the easiest to love Caleb despite how right it felt.
He held a secret. You didn't ask because you hadn't thought this would be the end.
"What was the melody to his dream?"
He never told you how to find him.
A connection, from that point on, which should never be doubted. He was a magician who promised you everything beautiful, shouldering the ugly and containing it behind his back. The prettiest theme park rides, the coziest picnics, the sweetest cakes regardless of what day it was.
Sometimes, loving Caleb felt like the only right thing in the world. Not the easiest, nor the best choice; yet he made it feel like it was. He was a bubbly hazed dream that held your hand the same day you reached out, creating a tightly bound knot unable to be pulled apart.
π || Fleeting Memories, Timeless Echoes
γ The apology was stuck in your throat. Your biggest fear happened in the end. What could you do, what were you meant to do, whatβ
β...I'm sorry.β γ
For the @YourGravity2026 zine, thank you for having me! π«Άπ»
#YourGravity2026
π: ββ
@dearxyz2 burnout is very common indeed!! It's just that it happens to me every year so I'm kinda sick of how quickly I go thro my phases ππ but I've been getting back into indulging my older interests a lot lately at least :]
@dearxyz2 :(((( I've been out of it for the past two months already tbh...I even missed logging in a day or two without realising and wasted my aurum π₯² I still love Caleb, just a little burned out aha