lilith 𐙚⊹₊

am i making you feel sick ..? ⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ semi inactive edtwt ★

[lilith 𐙚⊹₊ @celestiakg]

guide to a week long fast 🍵
( tips + my experience !! )

[lilith 𐙚⊹₊ @celestiakg]

he was super fucking mean to me, turned all my friends against me and has been no contact w me for like four months now but we talked a few weeks ago and i Might be pursuing a friendship w him idfk

[lilith 𐙚⊹₊ @celestiakg]

update on this bc i was ia for a majority of us dating he was the best relationship i ever had and then he broke up w me over text a week after our anniversary

[lilith 𐙚⊹₊ @celestiakg]

my bf is the sweetest in the world im so in love w him

[lilith 𐙚⊹₊ @celestiakg]

@MonsterDieDoll i know you care abt him but get out of there, if he did it once he’ll do it again :( stay safe

[fatchud @lilixx23_]

weight loss winter arc motivational 🪡 for #edtwt ୧ ‧₊˚ 🍵 ⋅

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meanspo thinspo ricecaketwt fatspo mealspo edtwt 🧘🏻

[lilith 𐙚⊹₊ @celestiakg]

36hr fast completed we are so back 🙂‍↕️

[lilith 𐙚⊹₊ @celestiakg]

24 hr feast for the first time in probably over a year?? wow

[lilith 𐙚⊹₊ @celestiakg]

hello my loves im relapsing i miss you all sm

[lilith 𐙚⊹₊ @celestiakg]

https://t.co/h3d98JLPmT

[lilith 𐙚⊹₊ @celestiakg]

ive been venting to my bf a lot abt this (we’ve almost been together a year and i trust him with ed stuff) and honestly i might let him know im back on here BUT theres certain stuff that i wanna talk abt without worrying him so that’ll be nice to have this acc for that purpose :3

[lilith 𐙚⊹₊ @celestiakg]

i genuinely experienced the best year of my life after i recovered but my perception of myself has genuinely been so horrible lately that i dont know what to do so im not gonna fully say im embracing old ed habits fully again but i will probably come back to edtwt

[lilith 𐙚⊹₊ @celestiakg]

i may use this more as a venttwt and just kinda lurk on edtwt rather than posting meanspo and threads like i used to so apologies if u missed that kind of content from me 👎🏻

[lilith 𐙚⊹₊ @celestiakg]

@autumnkgs i will, thank you though!! and you too!! 💗

[lilith 𐙚⊹₊ @celestiakg]

@autumnkgs (yes!!) and thank u :’) <3

[lilith 𐙚⊹₊ @celestiakg]

almost a year later and yea i still agree and i think im beginning a relapse 😵‍💫

[lilith 𐙚⊹₊ @celestiakg]

this whole semi recovery shit sucks

[lilith 𐙚⊹₊ @celestiakg]

@autumnkgs STOP ILL CRY 💗🥹 im good!! also tired lmao i have work at like 6am tomorrow and im Not Excited

[lilith 𐙚⊹₊ @celestiakg]

@autumnkgs omg u got me bye 😭 BUT ALSO AAAA U REMEMBER ME?? 🥹🥹 im good!! i havent been on twt in forever but i missed it sm aaa how are u !!!!

[lilith 𐙚⊹₊ @celestiakg]

good morning edtwt :)

[lilith 𐙚⊹₊ @celestiakg]

after over a year of recovery i can truly say it never fully goes away and i dont know how to cope with that to this day